Highlight(s) for the day:
- Fever. Again.
- Ear aches, tears flowing.
- Dr. Amrik Singh
Ah well. Highlights says it all. I am sic k, again. Thank God Kev told me to rest today, or else, I would've just collapse in 1B while distributing sweets.
When I woke up, I am fine, I guess. Besides being dizzy, I'm practically fine.
After an hour, went to bed and few moments later, I'm having cold sweats all over me. I am cold, but when I touched myself, it's as if I touched a kettle with water boiling up to 100degree celcius. Ok, I'm being a bit dramatical here. But you get the point right. I'm boiling hot.
Took panadol and tried to get a good sleep. Guess what, I CANT SLEEP. My friggin eyes wont shut and my left ear aches. Kept on rollin left and right on the bed. Reminds me of the Bollywood movies. Couples rollin down a mountain while singing love songs. Why dont they ever get hurt doing that, I've no idea~ It gets funny at times, and romantic as well. Ok, I'm talking crap now.
Anyways, after rolling on the bed while suffering from ear aches, jumped off the bed and went to mom's room wit my blanky wrapping me. She asked me a few times whether I wanna go to the doc, and I hesitated the 1st few times. Last last, terpaksa also go cz I cant stand the pain no more.
She changed and I just grabbed my sweater cz I feel so cold as if it's winter here in Sabah.
We arrived at the clinic and there's this cute lil girl, maybe she's 1 or 2 year old. Dressed in pink. Nearly bumped her when I opened the door but her bro which is around 5 or 6 grabbed her. What a protective bro. He was holding her back the whole time when she's being wild in the clinic. I wished I had a brother. Biological ones I mean. But that's imposibble now that I am borned. The one and only child.
Anyways, the girl was soo cute, I feel like hugging her :D
After sittin outside for few minutes, my name was called and it was my turn.
Opened the door with the sign "Dr. Amrik Singh" and went in. Mom came along.
Dr asked me what happened and I told him "fever and my ear aches".
He asked me whether my throat was ok and I said yea.
He took sumtin like a black band aid and placed it on my forehead.
After that, he took a torchlight and said "say Aaaa~".
Then he took this, I dont know what it's called and checked my aching left ear.
He sighed and said "bad".
He told my mom that I had middle ear infection.
It went from my throat to ear.
The membrane in my ear was scratched.
If the membrane bursts, it would leave a hole in my middle ear and that will lead to hearing problem.
After saying that, he said he had to treat me aggresively. Whatever that means.
He injected me on my back and I had to go back to the clinic after 5 days.
*sigh*
I dont wanna be deff in such young age.
Of all the times. Why now. I hope things wont get critical :]
Fever :]
Highlight(s) for the day:
- Fever
- Party
Just got back home from Aunty Leony's house. It was her birthday. Happy Birthday Aunty :]
Anyways, it was fun looking at adults doin silly acts. Including my mom.
Yes my beloved mom. She got wild, which is normal. I grew up watching her and her friends being wild in parties.
Earlier today, fever striked. Suffering~
It's been a while since I got sick. And fever made me so weak and it affected my eyesight as well.
Went out of my room around 11.30am and I walk like a drunken girl seeking for med.
Searched in the tupperware full of meds, gastric, berak-berak, kahit.... I found "fever", but it was empty.
So I went out of my parents room and checked in every cabinets in the kitchen, hoping to find Panadol. None.
Called mom and asked her where did she put the panadol, and she said ask from Aunty.
So yea. I have to walk to the back of the house which seems like million miles away from me as I am feeling weak from head to toe.
Even standing still is hard for me. Few moments later, she gave me Panadol.
Went to bed after consuming it and I slept til 1.30pm. Feeling much more better already :]
After taking my lunch, went to bed again and woke up around 6. Or was it before 6. I dont know.
Went on9 right after I woke up. Lappy's not that far away from me. So yea :P
I am so dang bored lah now. Not working later oh, my bos, Kev, insisted that I should get a good rest.
Suit urself then. Haha. There goes another day of boredom.
Live the dream you've dreamt of - Lucky.Santangela.Catherine.James.Yong :]
- Fever
- Party
Just got back home from Aunty Leony's house. It was her birthday. Happy Birthday Aunty :]
Anyways, it was fun looking at adults doin silly acts. Including my mom.
Yes my beloved mom. She got wild, which is normal. I grew up watching her and her friends being wild in parties.
Earlier today, fever striked. Suffering~
It's been a while since I got sick. And fever made me so weak and it affected my eyesight as well.
Went out of my room around 11.30am and I walk like a drunken girl seeking for med.
Searched in the tupperware full of meds, gastric, berak-berak, kahit.... I found "fever", but it was empty.
So I went out of my parents room and checked in every cabinets in the kitchen, hoping to find Panadol. None.
Called mom and asked her where did she put the panadol, and she said ask from Aunty.
So yea. I have to walk to the back of the house which seems like million miles away from me as I am feeling weak from head to toe.
Even standing still is hard for me. Few moments later, she gave me Panadol.
Went to bed after consuming it and I slept til 1.30pm. Feeling much more better already :]
After taking my lunch, went to bed again and woke up around 6. Or was it before 6. I dont know.
Went on9 right after I woke up. Lappy's not that far away from me. So yea :P
I am so dang bored lah now. Not working later oh, my bos, Kev, insisted that I should get a good rest.
Suit urself then. Haha. There goes another day of boredom.
Live the dream you've dreamt of - Lucky.Santangela.Catherine.James.Yong :]
Mysterious-ness :]
Well Hello Blog. I am once again active starting from now. As today is my day off, I havent slept for the last 13 hours.
I am bored. Very.
Well well. My bos, Edmund, just kept on asking me why I'm such a reserved person when it comes to public or talking. I remember him asking me whether I have a stage fright or sumtin. Well yes I do, although I did sang in front of a big crowd on the stage for KKHS Night in our school hall. That was embarassing and yes, my hands were shivering that I can feel cold sweats in my palms that night.
He did said that I have this Jekyll and Hyde personality earlier today. I gotta admit that, I strongly agree with you on that. Yes, I am Dr.Jekyll when it comes to chatting or texting, but say hello to Mr.Hyde when you're seeing me face to face :]
I am a quiet person. Need I remind you of it? Well it's obvious isnt it. I dont talk much cz I cant think of anything to talk bout if you're not a close person to me. Reminds me of Stan, Aubrey, Jas, Yee Thing, Kevin Vun. I guess in class, these were the people that I actually talk to, A LOT. The others were... well... we talked, when they have something to ask me bout bowling and I have something to ask them bout homeworks. Apart from that, I have my own world in class.
Well I do play along with Jason, Chan2, Jia Hui, Teo, Jonathan. Cz they're sitting behind me and beside me. Those rascals. I miss them already. I remembered when I was talking a lot and asked a lot of questions that Jason asked me this "What got in to you today? You're so high lah. Got boyfriend ady dis kan". Wth lah. It's once in a blue moon that I'll actually get high and you're not appreaciating my high-ness. What a waste :P
I tend to type a lot. Reminds me of my old blog(s) which I forgot the passwords and email adds to. I wrote tonnes of craps that can make your eyes bleed just reading it. Believe me. Some even got tired just reading it :D
I do hope that I can really socialize with people easily.
I grew up as a talkative kid and now, as I reached puberty, I got more into the silence part. Cant blame the puberty itself. Some things that happened in my past made me isolated myself from people. I rather live in my own world. I keep my head down most of the time rather than looking into people's eyes or faces. Accept for children.
I love children so much that when I go to a party with a lot of children, I actually make friends with them.
I am friends with all my mom's friends' offsprings. Only for like ages of 14 and below.
My mom was wondering why did I have such drastic change. But I dont think she'll figure out the reason(s).
There's a time in life where I reached the point when I think I should go for a psychiatrist. That period of time has made me suffered for a few months. Shredding tears everynight and cried till I fall asleep. It was tiring. Really tiring. I even texted a counselour. But when she asked me what the problem actually was, I stopped replying her, broke down and cried. You might think I'm a cry baby. But I cry in my own shadow of darkness. I never exploded and scolded someone so hard that I yelled at them, cz I prefer to cry than offending them with my words.
When I found out bout the bloody truth and what I've experienced. My life changed to 180 degrees.
I feel so empty. I questioned myself with stupid questions.
I can never accept the fact that my life before was just a fantasy.
It was like the scriptwriter deleted the old stories and decided to write a new one.
Everything has made me lose hope and I can never trust anybody else in life.
When it comes to feelings, it takes time for me to have faith in someone.
It's funny when people seek for your advices when they have problems.
But you yourself, cant even solve your own prob.
I tried to stay strong. Hide everything. Put on a mask and smile.
But how long can all these be kept in me without me erupting like a volcano?
That, is a question that I can never have an answer to.
Time, will decide :]
I am bored. Very.
Well well. My bos, Edmund, just kept on asking me why I'm such a reserved person when it comes to public or talking. I remember him asking me whether I have a stage fright or sumtin. Well yes I do, although I did sang in front of a big crowd on the stage for KKHS Night in our school hall. That was embarassing and yes, my hands were shivering that I can feel cold sweats in my palms that night.
He did said that I have this Jekyll and Hyde personality earlier today. I gotta admit that, I strongly agree with you on that. Yes, I am Dr.Jekyll when it comes to chatting or texting, but say hello to Mr.Hyde when you're seeing me face to face :]
I am a quiet person. Need I remind you of it? Well it's obvious isnt it. I dont talk much cz I cant think of anything to talk bout if you're not a close person to me. Reminds me of Stan, Aubrey, Jas, Yee Thing, Kevin Vun. I guess in class, these were the people that I actually talk to, A LOT. The others were... well... we talked, when they have something to ask me bout bowling and I have something to ask them bout homeworks. Apart from that, I have my own world in class.
Well I do play along with Jason, Chan2, Jia Hui, Teo, Jonathan. Cz they're sitting behind me and beside me. Those rascals. I miss them already. I remembered when I was talking a lot and asked a lot of questions that Jason asked me this "What got in to you today? You're so high lah. Got boyfriend ady dis kan". Wth lah. It's once in a blue moon that I'll actually get high and you're not appreaciating my high-ness. What a waste :P
I tend to type a lot. Reminds me of my old blog(s) which I forgot the passwords and email adds to. I wrote tonnes of craps that can make your eyes bleed just reading it. Believe me. Some even got tired just reading it :D
I do hope that I can really socialize with people easily.
I grew up as a talkative kid and now, as I reached puberty, I got more into the silence part. Cant blame the puberty itself. Some things that happened in my past made me isolated myself from people. I rather live in my own world. I keep my head down most of the time rather than looking into people's eyes or faces. Accept for children.
I love children so much that when I go to a party with a lot of children, I actually make friends with them.
I am friends with all my mom's friends' offsprings. Only for like ages of 14 and below.
My mom was wondering why did I have such drastic change. But I dont think she'll figure out the reason(s).
There's a time in life where I reached the point when I think I should go for a psychiatrist. That period of time has made me suffered for a few months. Shredding tears everynight and cried till I fall asleep. It was tiring. Really tiring. I even texted a counselour. But when she asked me what the problem actually was, I stopped replying her, broke down and cried. You might think I'm a cry baby. But I cry in my own shadow of darkness. I never exploded and scolded someone so hard that I yelled at them, cz I prefer to cry than offending them with my words.
When I found out bout the bloody truth and what I've experienced. My life changed to 180 degrees.
I feel so empty. I questioned myself with stupid questions.
I can never accept the fact that my life before was just a fantasy.
It was like the scriptwriter deleted the old stories and decided to write a new one.
Everything has made me lose hope and I can never trust anybody else in life.
When it comes to feelings, it takes time for me to have faith in someone.
It's funny when people seek for your advices when they have problems.
But you yourself, cant even solve your own prob.
I tried to stay strong. Hide everything. Put on a mask and smile.
But how long can all these be kept in me without me erupting like a volcano?
That, is a question that I can never have an answer to.
Time, will decide :]
Cheongsam Girl :]
17th Of February 2010 Sunny day
Highlight(s) for the day:
-Day off!
-Phone call woke me up. Dejavu.
Ahh~ Finally a day off after working for 4 days straight as cheongsam girl and not to mention, a platinum card promoter if our bos feels like torturing us and dont wanna let us go :D
CCEP "hired" me. This was for the Chinese New Year event. I agreed wit Kev for the job cz he said it's almost the same as last Christmas, distributing sweets to children and taking pictures. So "chai shen ye" popped into my mind, as last christmas, Santa was my partner. But it turns out that they dont have any "chai shen ye". Was wondering why for like a week, until I asked Kev for the reason why and he said "the outfit for chai shen ye is expensive". So sad lah man.
Anyways, it was fun working. Although the first two days, we were told to distribute flyers for 1Sulaman. They have this promotion price for the condominium. Suffering though. It's been a while since I stand/walk on heels for hours. I seldom wear heels, as sport shoes and slippers were my choices of footwear.
Saturday, 6th Feb 2010: On the first day of work, my partner was Yee Ling. A 19 year old girl. Her face looks familiar to me. So I thought she was from kkhs before. And I was wrong for that cz she said she was from SM Shan Tao. Well guess what, her face looks familiar to me cz I saw her in bowling alley with a group of Shan Tao girls who used to train with Mr.Lim, two years ago.
Sunday, 7th Feb 2010: On the second day of work, I have a different partner. She turns out to be Elizabeth Morris, 20 year old girl. My childhood friend. But we're not that close. Our mothers were close friends though. But now her mom is in KL. So yea, aunty calls my mom every now and then and they're gonna spend some time talking on the phone.
Saturday til Tuesday, 13th-16th Feb 2010: I thought that I only work on weekends, but nahh. Extra two days of working. My partner was the same person in these few days. Priscilla, Kev's Poli classmate. 20 year old. Never thought that she was a pure philipino. And the uncle who spoke tagalog with me when I was distributing sweets to children was her dad! :]
She's a friendly girl. We got along well. Gonna miss her though.
Well Im glad that I have good bosses. Richado, Kevin and Edmund. Richado's not around. So Kev and Edmund took care of us. Although the one who turns out to be torturing us the whole time was Edmund, I realized that we have to respect him cz he's under 1B, and 1B is CCEP's client. Client = bos.
Kev told us to screw him if we get the chance. I did my best to fulfill your wish Kev xD
I wonder who's gonna be my partner this Friday. 4 more days for me to work then Im off to KL next Saturday :D
Im gonna miss Sabah so much. 3 months in a new town. I am nervous enough already.
Highlight(s) for the day:
-Day off!
-Phone call woke me up. Dejavu.
Ahh~ Finally a day off after working for 4 days straight as cheongsam girl and not to mention, a platinum card promoter if our bos feels like torturing us and dont wanna let us go :D
CCEP "hired" me. This was for the Chinese New Year event. I agreed wit Kev for the job cz he said it's almost the same as last Christmas, distributing sweets to children and taking pictures. So "chai shen ye" popped into my mind, as last christmas, Santa was my partner. But it turns out that they dont have any "chai shen ye". Was wondering why for like a week, until I asked Kev for the reason why and he said "the outfit for chai shen ye is expensive". So sad lah man.
Anyways, it was fun working. Although the first two days, we were told to distribute flyers for 1Sulaman. They have this promotion price for the condominium. Suffering though. It's been a while since I stand/walk on heels for hours. I seldom wear heels, as sport shoes and slippers were my choices of footwear.
Saturday, 6th Feb 2010: On the first day of work, my partner was Yee Ling. A 19 year old girl. Her face looks familiar to me. So I thought she was from kkhs before. And I was wrong for that cz she said she was from SM Shan Tao. Well guess what, her face looks familiar to me cz I saw her in bowling alley with a group of Shan Tao girls who used to train with Mr.Lim, two years ago.
Sunday, 7th Feb 2010: On the second day of work, I have a different partner. She turns out to be Elizabeth Morris, 20 year old girl. My childhood friend. But we're not that close. Our mothers were close friends though. But now her mom is in KL. So yea, aunty calls my mom every now and then and they're gonna spend some time talking on the phone.
Saturday til Tuesday, 13th-16th Feb 2010: I thought that I only work on weekends, but nahh. Extra two days of working. My partner was the same person in these few days. Priscilla, Kev's Poli classmate. 20 year old. Never thought that she was a pure philipino. And the uncle who spoke tagalog with me when I was distributing sweets to children was her dad! :]
She's a friendly girl. We got along well. Gonna miss her though.
Well Im glad that I have good bosses. Richado, Kevin and Edmund. Richado's not around. So Kev and Edmund took care of us. Although the one who turns out to be torturing us the whole time was Edmund, I realized that we have to respect him cz he's under 1B, and 1B is CCEP's client. Client = bos.
Kev told us to screw him if we get the chance. I did my best to fulfill your wish Kev xD
I wonder who's gonna be my partner this Friday. 4 more days for me to work then Im off to KL next Saturday :D
Im gonna miss Sabah so much. 3 months in a new town. I am nervous enough already.
Blindfolded. Chapter 1 :]
A pair of blind-folded eyes were finally exposed to fresh air when a piece of cloth was removed after being stuck there for all these years.
All these years after she was tortured by agony. That piece of cloth was there to witness every little thing that happened to her. That piece of cloth became the pair of eyes for her. That piece of cloth wiped away her tears and tasted her bitter sadness. That piece of cloth was there when she felt miserably alone. That piece of cloth was there when she was angry to people she shouldnt be. That piece of cloth was there when she was being rude to her father and mother and perhaps, people around her.
That piece of cloth was attached to her the whole time, until one day, someone unattached it and that was when she sees the world, in a completely different angle. And realised that, that piece of clothing was called Anger Hatred. Funny when a piece of clothing turns out to be your feelings that blindfolded you all this while. And that was what happened to her.
It was one sunny day where Mr.Sun is hanging high up in the sky and taking over Mrs.Moon's job to light up our world. Clouds can be seen moving slowly as if the wind has a pair of mouth to blow them away and let us see the shy and clear blue sky that was hiding behind the clouds. Birds chirping, flapping their wings, singing their melody of whistling. Butterflies can be found resting on flowers with their beautiful colourful pair of wings that attracts children in the park to observe them with innocent looks on their faces. Wanted to go near but was afraid as if those butterflies will hurt them. Taking one or two steps behind when they pulled their small hands away after trying to reach for one of the butterfly that was seen resting on a rubbish bin beside a park bench. Children were circling the rubbish bin with their eyes on that one lil butterfly. Afraid of losing it. Mothers were chit chatting nearby with towels on their neck, little beads of sweat were spotted on their foreheads showing how hot of a day it was. A weather children loved so much because they can have fun at the park without mothers saying No Playing At the Park Because it's Raining.
It was a peaceful day at the park that was situated in the middle of a neighbourhood. A neighbourhood where everyone knows each other and live like a big family. But a peaceful day came to an end when she was screaming and yelling in pain with all her heart. Some of the adults that was working out in the park was shocked with the scream and tried to locate where the woman's voice came from. They approached the voice and found out that it was Sally who did the screaming. Wearing a duster, she was found lying on the garage floor with white fluids on the floor. Crying and sweating. Hairs untied and her fringe was all wet. Both hands on her watermelon-like stomach. Few woman ran to her and calmed her down. Mr.Docente, an Italian guy, in his 40's, 6 foot 2 tall, black hair and having signs, starting to become bold, tanned wrinkly skinned, immediately reached for his cellphone and called for the ambulance.
Holding Mrs.Soledad's hand so tightly in pain that made her hand red as Sally was placed on a stretcher and was rushed to the emergency room. Mr.Docente, one of the closest person to Sally's family was sitting outside, trying to call Sally's husband, Hephaiston Collins. Almost 30 phonecalls were made but it was useless, as Hephaiston's phone was out of reach. Hephaiston is a successful businessman selling American Ginseng that can be found wildly in the forests of North America. This had made him busy as he has to fly back and forth from New Mexico. They livc in a city in New Mexico, Santa Fe with the population of 72,056 people. With so many phonecalls that was done by Mr.Docente, he left Hephaiston a voicemail instead, telling him that his wife was submitted in Christus St. Vincent Regional Medical Center, hoping he'll take the first flight home after he listened to the voicemail.
Bright light was shining so brightly but all Sally can think of was the pain she's feeling. As if her stomach was gonna blow and the green veins on her head was getting obvious. She never stopped crying and was holding the nurse's hand so tightly after Mrs.Soledad was forbidden from coming into the room as she wasnt one of Sally's family members. Sally's pain can be seen from her face as she tried her very best to push the baby out of her womb. 8 hours of screaming, crying, sweating, hurting and exhausted, finally, that last push gave her a sigh of relief for one second. Silence.
Doctors and nurses was stunt and smiled. Their smiles cant be seen with facemasks on them, but their narrowed cheerfully eyes shows it all. A cry broke the silence and everyone in the room were happy as a soul is borned today. 1 was added to the population list of Santa Fe, making it 72,057.
A nurse came near to Sally and showed her, her baby, and it was a baby girl. Sally took her baby and smiled with tears of joy rolling down her cheek, and kissed her baby on the forehead. Looking at her baby deeply, smiling the whole time. And she said "Anastasia". She named her Anastasia. Hoping that she will rise again everytime she falls in the future. That was the meaning of her baby girl's name. One who shall rise again.
She looked at the nurse who took her baby to her, and somehow, the nurse leaned down, as if she can read Sally's eyes. Sally whispered to her and told her to give her baby to Mr.Docente and that Mr.Docente knows what he should give the baby girl. With the last word of "thanks", she kissed her baby once again and closed her eyes. Permenantly. The room that was filled with laughter because of the success of the borned baby, turns to an atmosphere of sadness when they realised that she was gone, forever. The population was once again, back to 72,056.
Promote promote :]
A week earlier for you to have a dance nite with your darlings or have fun with your friends.
Venue: Growball lounge
Time: 6pm till anytime you want. The nite is yours :)
Dress code: Casual or dress as sexy/hot as you want.
Ticket price: RM23 per person (Foods and drinks are included)
Sing your lungs out. Dance as wild as you can. Drink till your drunk.
(Liquor for us youngters might not be enough. So you can "seludup" if you want. I'll help you to hide it somewhere :])
So please inform me (Lucky Santangela Catherine James Yong) if you wanna join the party. I have 20 tickets in hand. Call me, text me, drop me a message or comment if you're interested :]
2010 :]
It's 2010 already. Wow. Time passes by so fast huh.
Another year went bye bye.
Neways, Happy New Year everyone :)
Another year went bye bye.
Neways, Happy New Year everyone :)
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