It's almost new year 2010. Yay? :]

2 days before new year. One word to describe it - BORING.
I dont know whether this year's my worst or best year ever.
Still too early to judge coz I'm still alive.
But if I'm dead by tomorrow, I must say, this year's the most memorable year lah.
Maybe.

I'm not saying that the past 16 years, nothing interesting happened.
It's just that, this year, there's more memories for me to remember.
The bad ones and the good ones :)

What I can remember that happened in the past 16 years were,
The day i was borned, 0-year-old.
Tried to run away from home cz I'm scared of the maid. I'm guessin I was 5 or 6 years old that time.
Went for swimming lesson in Water World with my childhood friend Kurt,
who's 4 days younger than I am when we were 10-years-old.
The day I fell down while playing "tag" with my friends and got a hole on my left leg when I was 11-years-old.
Graduated from primary school with tears rolling down the cheeks from some of my friends and teachers when I was 12-years-old.

The day I was found lost in KK High School when I first stepped into that school. Soon to be 13-years-old by that time.
The day Teacher Thecla declared me as one of the APD room member. I am actually the 2nd member after Megan Steven. That was when I was 13-years-old too.
My surprise party in Tanjung Aru organised by my friends when I was 14-years-old. Sweet :)
PMR and yes, found my first love 2 days before PMR. When I was 15-years-old :]
The day I started life as one of the Senior for the Form1-3 juniors when I was 16-years-old.

The day I sat with Stanely and became close to him and soon, we claim ourselves as "couple senasib". 17-years-old.
The day I drank and become drunk. 17-years-old.
The first til the last day of SPM. 18th of November til 8th of December :]
The days(s) I partime as Santarina in 1B. 20th-23rd of December, 25th-26th of December.
The day when a lil girl suddenly came in front of me and hugged me when I was working as Santarina. 21st of December.
The day He came in fornt of my house with roses without telling me he's coming. 24th of December.

The day I met Stan in SR and gave him the choc Kelvin bought me as birthday prezzie, gave him a bar of Cadburry Chocolate Moose, and a cake with Charls. Waited him til SR is closed and said goodbye to him. 29th of December.
He's goin to PLKN on 4th of Jan 2010. Sad thing :(


Those were some of the good ones, for me.
Bad ones. You dont wanna know :)

Anyways, I just thought of being an independant girl.
So long for being dependant on my parents.
I was thinking of renting a room if I wanna continue my studies and take a course in Photography.
My parents dont agree on me takin that course, so yea, have to make a plan first. Just in case :)
I'm gonna work and study. Work to earn money so I can pay for my studies IF my parents still dont agree with me taking that course in the future.
Or maybe I'll just work as a flight attendant. Quarters are provided. As I was told.
Sounded simple, but hell I know it's not gonna be that simple.
Tough luck.

...
I'm bored :]

Holidays :]

I'm done with highschool. Finally :)
Was happy that I dont have to wake up at 5.15am in the morning,
go to school and go home at 2pm or so.

But it's a sad thing for me too.
I'm missing all my schoolmates.
I miss my Bowling Club.
I miss my Pencegahan Jenayah Club.
I dont miss my Kadet Remaja Club :D

I'm bored.
I miss my job as Santarina in 1B xD
I wonder if I'll get the job in Secret Recipe? =]

Stress liao.
I dont know what else to type.
Gahhh.

Christmas :]

27th of December 2009, 2 days after Christmas :]

Well, 2 months ago, I was all so excited bout Christmas I kept mentioning it in my blog, and to pple that always text me. They know how excited I am for Christmas.
It's been a while since I last blogged though :)

About a week before Christmas, Kev offered me to work as Santarina in 1B.
I was okay with that.
Since I have nothing to do this holiday, I agreed.
He said from 20th til 23rd of December.
My 1st day of work was really awesome. It was my 1st job anyways.
Taking pics with people form all ages. It was really fun.
And not forgetting bout the giving-out-candies-to-children part.
They looked really happy.

Looking at those children, gave me this one lil thought.
Giving them sweets are enough to make them happy. They were all so innocent and easy to be satisfied.
How innocent are those children.
Unlike us, preadults/adults. We want more. Candies dont make us happy.
Nothing can really satisfy us to be exact.
We like to make stuffs complicated when we can choose the easy way to live our life.

Anyways, back to my job.
It was tiring for me the 1st day.
Standing the whole time with heels on isnt really my thing.
I wear shoes most of the time. So yea.
The next day, my leg kinda hurts, but still, I can stand the pain.
For a first timer in working, this work is kinda awesome and I thank Kevin Chong a lot for this.
I met a bunch of new people. Staffs working in Centre Atrium, the Street Magicians and Clowns.
They were all friendly which is a really good thing.

This reminds me of the DJ, named Gadeez.
He was really2 talkative and kinda entertained me with his acts.
He kinda gave me some advices that I can really use. Thanks yea :]
And Santa Claus. He's a nice person. Poor Santa had a headache on Christmas day and took an off day the next day.
And I was working alone as Santarina. Spent most of the time with the Clowns.

Been working for 6 days now. Awesome huh.
Well, I was working on Christmas day. It was nice.
1B was crowded by people and there's this competition for kids.
Talented kids they have there.
Didnt expect that my Christmas day would be spent with people I dont know.
But it was cool. Working was actually the highlight of my Christmas day.
Nothing much happened.
Christmas eve, someone really gave me a heartattack by standing in front of my house with roses without even telling me that he's coming.
Thank you so much for the surprise.
At least you made me smile on Christmas eve :]

Overall, my Christmas didnt really go like how I'd expected it to.
Nevermind that.
Happy Birthday to YOU up there :)
It's You that matters. Thank You for letting me live till today.