People who came to the party.

Stan Patricia
Megan Fanny
Gene Jasperin
Aubrey Yee Thing
Teo Rowena
Aziandaye Daphne
Jonathan
Ah Foo
Ah shak
Jason
Chan chan
Malek
Kevin
Ah Chung
Heng

Hope you people enjoyed yourselves lastnite :D
Untuk yang mabuk tu, bertaubat lah ko. Jangan minum banyak2 if x dapat k xP
Those who were in charged in BBQ section. Sadap bah bus. Full juga sia.

Partayyy.

Had a bbq party yesterday. Was busy the whole time.
I really wanna thank those who helped me, especially Stan and Megan.
U guys really helped a lot. *hugs* T.T terharu. wakaka.
And to those who helped to bbq, SEDAP bahhhh~ :D
Thank for the pressies, smores and icecreams, and thanks for comin.
Riuh bah tu party xD

Well, the busy-ness starts at 4.30 pm.
Stan and I masak the spagetti punya mee.
We were still relaxed. Slow2. Skali tingu, tiba2 we became busier and busier.
Non stop until the party was over. Haha.
It was tiring yet fun.

We took the foods outside,
tried to kasi bakar the charcoal, but we failed, susah ni.
Then last2, i din know who yang buka the api.
Lots of people came though.
5A friends, 5T, my cousin and his wife and my mom's friends.
People eating, drinking, laughing. Enjoying themselves.
It was really fun to see the expression on everyone's faces.
We got berkaraoke also oh.
Chan chan said I was high wah. Haha.
I sang Lucky by Britney Spears with few people. Kuat bah.
Macam mabuk, tapi x pun mabuk. Wakaka.

Well, Kevin got drunk. And he vomited. Euwww.
Stan and I had to clean the basin for like an hour oh. It was stuck. Haha.
We found "nata de coco". PUTIH + SQUARE2. xP
Still perfect in shape. Yuck. He didnt chew his foods! xO
And to make it more gross, we found chicken! Hahaha. It was like, 5cm in size.
Gila man. Poor Stanely. He had to clean it.
I'm just in charge in carrying the plastic. He did the rest.
Thanks Stan. I dont know what to do if you weren't there last night. Hee.

Well, something happened though.
A girl cried? Lol. Was shocked. Haha. I thought what happened to her.
Manatau...... Hee. X boleh lah bagitau sini. Private kunun. :/

Meg and Stan had a sleepover here at my place. Nice bah.
Was chatting with Meg till 4 sumtin while sms-ing Daddy xD
Daddy went clubbing without bringing me bah. Ni lah kawan :P

I woke up at 8 sumtin. Cowo aku sms. Hehe.
He was outside. Well, that explains why the dogs were barking.
Noisy bahhh. Kin panas ni. Mau2 ja sia baling handphone murah ma tu anjing2 oi~
Invited him in and mom went out.
So we teens took over the house.

Stan turned on the radio, and we cari makanan.
Spagetti! Left overs. Haha.
Heat it up in the microwave + tomato sauce + cheese.
INI LAH HIDUP wahai manusia2~
We masak crab stick sumore. But only me and stan ate it.
Cowo? Makan cake bah pagi2.

Stan said " Family Lucky lah pling pndai menikmati makanan "
Betul kah tu stan.
Ntahlah. Haha.

What else ah. I also duno what to type ady lah.
What I'm tryin to say is that, my weekend was filled with lotsa fun activities.

How was urs? :D

Birthday :D

Wooo. It was my 17th birthday 3 days ago, 4th of August. Getting older now babe.
Someone gave me a surprise. Was really surprised man. Thanks dude.
I appreciate what you did. It was really nice of you to do that :)

The whole class sang me a birthday song. THANKS mates! :D
He bought a hazelnut cheesecake. I think that's the name of the cake.
It was okay. Haha.

Well, had lots of stuffs that surprised me that day.
And boy, it was a day full of hapiness and sadness too.
Tears came rolling down my cheek.
Happy or sad?
It was for both.

I finally realised that the fact of someone that you think you can trust 100%,
can become your worst enemy (backstabber), was true.
It was an undeniable fact. Really, it is/was.

I thought that someone, was one of the closest person to me,
and that, that someone would never do something that will upset me.
But no, I was being stabbed from behind.
And that person was trying to blame some other people for everything that happened.
Blaming some other person that was innocent.
And you said you changed? Think again.

Besides that, I had a fight with that special someone of mine.
Funny, he didnt even know it was my birthday.
You said you love me,
but you forgot the date i was borned?
I dont blame you for that. It's nothing.
But hey, I was angry because of the stuffs that you did to me before this.
And I still can tahan.
But when you didnt even realised that it was my birthday,
that really made me angry and pissed.
And what happened in the past, gave me a good reason why I treated you so.

I didnt want to act like this, but there's nothing that I can do.
I still cant forget it.
I'm trying my best now to get over it.
I'm sorry for my actions.
But if you did something that's gonna upset me once again,
I guess you know what's gonna happen right.
I dont have to tell you what is it.

Oh well, I'm gonna have a bbq party tomorrow at home.
Invited some of my friends.
Hope everyone will enjoy the foods :)

Bored.

New blog! :D
I'm bored. Why oh why.
Well, been kinda stressed out lately.
I think somebody hates me. I think nobody loves me. I think i'm lonely, and that i dont have anybody.
Haha. Jk. Emo lah.

Aaaneways, Just got my com back. KENA FORMAT! :(
And everything's not how it used to be.
It's. All. So. DIFFERENT.

Well, I guess no one will find out bout this new blog of mine.
Coz i havent told anybody bout it's existance. Not just yet. Hehe.
So overall, I'm talking to myself.
Reading this crap that i typed, myself.
Laughing to all those cold jokes I created in this blog, myself.
Until the day somebody that knows me found out bout this blog.
Till then, I'm all ALONE. haha.

Well well, it's been a while huh.
I had my own life too.
My new life i mean.
Yeah. Had a new "special someone".
Only few of my friends knew bout it, but when it comes to his side, it's like, ALL of his friends.
Including his family, uncles, aunts, cousins. Yea.
And like, 9/10 of the people in bowling alley. Lol.

One question,
Am I liking this new life of mine?

My answer, not much.
Well, i love him. But does he really love me?
That's one question that's been haunting me from the 1st day he told me he liked me.
UNTIL NOW. I'm still doubt bout it.
So much for a girlfriend.
I dont think I'm a good gf for him neways.
Dont ask me why, coz i dont know why.
It's just a feeling of mine you know. Those doubting stuffs. I get it all the time.

But one thing's for sure.
I love him. But i'm scared.
Scared of what my friends might say bout him.
That really answers the part why only few of my friends knew bout this relationship.
Even my two closest friends didnt know bout this.
What a friend I am huh.

It's not that I dont treat them as my close friends.
It's just that I'm not ready yet.
Not just yet.
It's not the time for me to reveal the truth.
I let people discover and be surprised of this relationship of mine, themselves.
I dont tell, until they ask me "was it true u'r with that guy?", then I'll answer them.
But if they dont know a thing, then why tell?
Might as well keep it low. Right? :)

Well, lots of people were surprised when they found out bout this relationship.
their comments were

"both ur relationship are like beauty and the beast. Funny. I still cant believe it. But hey, he's a humourous guy. Just like his father. Isnt it? You both will get along well. Good good."

"seriously? since when? I CANT BELIEVE IT GIRL! *with a big smile on that face*"

AND

"wow. this is unexpected. I mean, he's loud. And you, you're a shy and silent person. And now you're both together? You'll be happy Lucky. You will. He is very lucky to get you"

Those were positives ones. The negative ones, you dont wanna know.
I'm sad to have to hear those -ve comments. But since I'm in a relationship with him,
I have to accept and just listen to what people say.
As long as I know that I love him, no matter what people say, it's all crap stuffs to me.

Well, I've been having thoughts on our relationship.
Negative ones. But I hope I wont have to do something negative to get over it.
Fingers crossed :x