If we ever meet again :]

Highlight(s) for the day:
- Syifa
- Free?
- Drinking session
- Wake up call
- Freedom

Finally, I can breath easily once again. Hello old place! My beloved 3rd floor. I miss this place, and of course the people in it. Well, kinda sad though. As most of the old students and staffs are gone. And yes, once again, I wanted to say that time flies like a jetplane. Reminds me of the first day coming here. Cried like a baby and wanted to go home and away from this "horrible" place. YES, that's how I described KL in the first place. But once I get to know some friends, I dont feel like going back home anymore, cz I feel like this is my HOME.

Well maybe because back in Sabah, I'm lonely and have nobody to talk to at home besides, the walls perhaps? I was used to being alone and having everything to myself. But here, we live like a big family and the word "share" is often used in our daily life. We share almost everything. And of course, I love it very much. When I first came, the only people I remember is Wilbert, the tall guy in blue. Devan, the indian friendly guy in white, QiuMei, the girl who was stucked in the master bedroom, and some pretty girls whom I dont know the names to. Suffered for a few days for not getting used to the environment, and yes, felt lonely.

It's a sad thing to see all of them leave one by one. I didnt feel a thing when they left. But when I moved back from Sir's place, I realised that I miss them. I miss the people who used to live here. When Susan left, she hugged me before she go. Not to say that we're close, but still, we're housemates. It's an undescribable feeling.

Tomorrow, Xiao Meng and Eve are leaving. Wilbert and Xue Qin are leaving too. These people are quite close to me, and it's hard to say goodbye. I wish I could spend more time with them. But what can I do. It's fate :]
I hope they'll become cabin crews, and God's willing, I'll become one too. Who knows, we might meet in any airports. Isnt that a great thing? :]

Anyways, sorry for not having dinner with you lasnite Xiao Meng, was busy teaching this one girl maths, in chinese. She's a malay girl who happens to be studying in a chinese school, name's Syifa. Cute lil girl. I can see that she's quite lonely here. Both her siblings are in Perlis and she's the only one here. Only seven years old. She wanted to visit my place and then she brought me to her place too. Talked to her mom and played with her at the same time. I guess I should become a kindergarden or primary teacher as I love children so much :D

Well after that, I went back home because it's 11 and Syifa really needs her sleep. If I am to stay there, she'll never go to bed and will play play play and play. Kids~ Few moments later, Edwin, my so called slave texted me and said he wanted to have his dinner in Mfloor and asked me whether I wanna join or not, and why not. Im a night owl and 11pm is like 7am to me xD

Jo, Jocelyn, Edwin and I were sitting there together. Only Jocelyn and him ate. Jo and I minum2. After that, Jocelyn went up, and Stewart came with a bottle of wine. These people really know how to enjoy life. So four of us, Stewart, Ed, Jo and I took some wine glasses that the uncle from Vistana Cafe borrowed us and drank beside the pool. Drinking while talking with some musics really is a way to relax. It was fun talking to them. Stewart and Ed have a lot of stories to share, while Jo and I listen and laugh/smile to their stories. We talked for hours. Until 3.30am or so, then we went up.

And now I am here, typing. Looking forward to meet Syifa tonight :]




Love You so much dear :]
R.I.P wherever you are, my dear grandpa :)
Stanely Steven, Aubrey Bidi, I miss both of you :]

Quality time :]

Highlight(s) for the day:
- Bowling
- Movie
- Quality time

As the sun rays shines through the window room, and the sound of cars horning, water splashing, people talking, it shows that the night is over and yesterday's tomorrow is Today :]
A new day had begun, another day had passed, more things to come, more problems to face, but still, I wonder what will my future hold.

Anyways, today, went out with someone who I've been having a complicated issue with, but am now in a relationship :]
Talked with some friends, and they made me realise that I really should move on instead of making things harder and He made me realise that I shouldn't make myself suffer for the sake of other people's hapiness. What's the point of thinking bout how they feel if everything happened already and is now the past?
"Sometimes, we have to be a bit selfish", was the sentence that changed my mind.

Had fun though. First time bowling in KL. Sakai~ xD
But for the scores, might as well keep it to myself :X
It's been 3 days in a row watching movies. First and second was Monday and Tuesday, as KL Plaza is experiencing major breakdown of electricity. Thanks to the construction site *maybe it was them*, we woke up early in the morning to be prepared and the next thing you know, it was a waste of time and not to mention, the energy to tie your hair up.

Am now staying in Mr.Hilary's place cz Ms Chong told 3 of us to move here.
More and more new students are staying in the hostel, no more available apartments except for those which have some probs with it. And so, we have to move and stay until there's an apartment available for us to rent.




Well at least now, less mosquito will suck my blood out of me :)
Had fun spending time with You :)
Thank you :]

Updates :]

Highlight(s) for the day:
- Major breakdown
- Complicated

It's been a while since I last blog. Lots of things had happened in these few weeks. Made me realise how fast time flies.
It's been a month since I joined Inter-Excel.

Last 2nd of April til 14th of April, went back to Kota Kinabalu for 8 days and to Miri for 4 days after that.
My partner IN CRIME was Jack, who happens to be one of my coursemate from Miri which is 4 years older than I am. East people :]

When we reached KK, the first place we went to was Secret Recipe. To find one of my closest friend, Stanely Steven. I missed him so much as the last time we met was 29th of December 2009, before he went for National Service in Melaka. He happens to be the one who understands me and it feels like as if we're twins with different mothers. Of course, he was shocked as I told him that my flight is at noon and i'll reach KK at 6 in the evening. Surprise surprise~

Well, after Secret Recipe, went back home, and again, both my parents were surprised, as I told them that I was going back on the 2nd week of April. Mom got all over reacted and i think the whole neighbourhood can hear her loud voice saying "Nak! You're back! This IS a surprise! I tot you said next week?? ". Then there she goes calling my dad and stuffs. Mothers~ :]
Why the sudden surprise? Well, I just feel like it. A little surprise wont bite :)

Friends were surprised too, and Im sorry for those who I didnt get the chance to meet and hang out with yea. Been busy going to schools for talks as Mr Hilary sent Chelsea and Nick to Sabah and wanted Jack and I to help them out. Well, we did. Both in KK and Miri, became GPS and also their drivers/ tour guides :]

I thank Mr Hilary a lot for allowing us to go back to our hometowns and also exposing us with some public relationships and gaining experiences in social activities. Had fun the whole time in KK and Miri. I really really had fun with Aubrey Bidi, Stanely Steven and Jack Goh during our outings to 1Borneo. It was a day to remember as Aubrey, Stan and I never had the chance to hang out together eventhough we're close like peanut butter and jam. Euwww?
Reminds me of the old days. Highschool life. I wish I could turn back time now.

Everything happened in just a blink of an eye when Inter Excel called me and told me to go for the talk in Promenade Hotel. I got interested and registered on spot and the next thing you know, Im in KL studying this course, gettin to know more people, and the best part is, we're all from different states. It's like we achieved the One Malaysia thing and are pulling the bond between us closer and closer like we're one big family.

I didnt regret taking up this course eventhough Im far from my hometown. At least I get to learn something new here and trying to achieve one goal. And that goal is, to become a successful cabin crew :]
Never had it crossed my mind that me, taking up a flight attendant course and fly with any of the airlines.
Before this, it was, waking up, eat, bath, online, sleep and it goes again and again every single day. Lifeless I must say?
I feel like a useless brat where I have nothing else to do but wasting time.
Now at least, God answered my prayers and showed me a way. A way to stop everything and start acting like a useful person.

And now Im here. At least somewhere or something to do with and I make the decision whether I wanted a bright future or end up jobless and let my parents take care of me and use their cash til their last breath. Well, of course that's not the kind of life I would like to end up with.

Well, when I first joined this class, I joined it for fun though. But someone made me realise that, why waste your time to take this as a game but not be serious on it. Thanks to Mr Hilary. He changed my mindset towards everything and was the one who made me realise that I have to have a goal in life rather than being a lost soul doing nothing :]




Something new happened lately. Whether it's a good thing or not, Im still wondering.
But as you said, let the One who's above us answer everything :]