Highlight(s) for the day:
- Airport
- New Town
Finally, after all those walking and shopping, I can finally settle down and on9.
Prepared everything around 4 this morning.
Went out around 5.30 and headed to the Airport. On the way there, saw Kev! Wakaka.
He was behind us all the way from the highway near Chua Kah Seng til Airport.
Thank you so much.
And guess what, Aubrey came too! Aww :)
Thank you both of you.
Woke up early in the morning, just to see me fly :P
Waited around half an hour juga oh kan?
Aubrey hugged me, as if I'm gonna leave forever xD
Still, thank you ahhhhh~
Muah muah both of you.
Neways, the flight to KL was so fast lah.
Faster than the last time we went there.
Maybe cz I slept just now xD
Mom and I both were sitting far apart from each other.
And guess what, nobody's sittin on my left and right. Awesome~
Well, not until mom came and sat beside me.
We arrived around 9.49am. At least that was the time on my phone.
I dont know lah whether it's right or not.
Well, I am scared of west msians lah.
They never smile. As in, never.
And I got the point of Sabah's lack of signboards Ed.
West, is rich of signboards xD
I stayed awake the whole journey to KL Sentral.
It was fast. Somehow :D
Reminds me of someone.
Sabahan people doesnt live on trees lah! :P
Amazingly, I saw lakes. I think it's lakes lah.
And some other stuffs. I wonder how I can miss all those on my last trip.
After an hour or so, we finally reached the city. Buildings here and there.
One after another. Some were still under constructions.
Cars were everywhere. Flyovers. Humans~
The city is busy.
We took a cab from KL Sentral and check in to our hotel room in Bukit Bintang.
I prefer Capitol lah momsy.
We were both unsatisfied with our hotel now. HAHA.
Well, she's gonna stay in this hotel for 3 days only what. After that, she might stay in Capitol ady.
As for me, goin to my hostel ady. Weee~
Well, mom and I went to KFC, it's on the next block.
Then we went to Sungei Wang. Mom shopped for some blouse and I bought Ice-cream!
This Turkish something2. I forgot the name lah.
Not bad lah.
And guess what, if Sabahan people speaks like French,
West people spoke like Russians.
I now know how you felt, listening to Sabahan people talk.
I dont understand what they're saying lah.
And they find it hard to understand what my mom was asking them. Oh gosh.
Will go out again tonight. Maybe.
Not looking forward to it xD
Adios :]
Highlight(s) for the day:
- Last day in KK
- Alley
- Tong Hing
- 1B
- Sunset
Ahh~ What a day. Well, today was my last day in KK. At least I didnt waste the day sleeping my arse off at home :]
Told Kevin P. to be my driver for the day. Wanna go shopping.
For almost 4 hours hanging, what I got was a pair of slippers from Oxford; wrapping paper, card and paper bag from Somethin' Different. Both shops are in 1B. And I bought Belgian choc in Tong Hing. For 4 friggin hours, those were what I got.
We first went to CP to take my bowling bag, then off to Tong Hing and then 1B. Thanks for being my driver/slave for the day Kev :P
Appreciate that a lot.
Well, saw a car bumped into another car in front of us. Lazy lah wanna explain further.
Both drivers were girls, so no prob lah I guess :]
After 1B, Kev and I wanted to try the Mcd Drive thru, as we both never tried it before.
Sakai(s) xD
It was pretty normal though. The only thing that was different is that we waited for the meals in the car =.=
After that, we're off to Tanjung Aru as it's almost 5.30 pm ady.
Sunset! It's been a while since I last watched sunset.
If I din go there today, will have to wait for like 3 more months until I can smell/feel the breeze of the sea.
KL is basically a town that is far from the sea/beach. Sad lah xD
Anyways, we both went to the 3rd Beach and sat on the rocks to wait for the sun to set.
It's pretty hard to climb the rocks though, as I was wearing a dress. And it's as if we're climbing the cliffs.
But when you got up there, and sat down, climbing up those rocks, it was worth it. And the view was spectacular xD
Nature, it's been a while since I was this close to it. Not to mention that the beach, was my fav spot since 2nd year high school.
Had our McD meals there. And waited for sunset.
It was beautiful. The weather and all, perfect timing for sunset.
Neways, got home and realised that I had a lot of stuffs to bring already.
Still thinking whether I should bring my bowlbag or not.
I need guidance from the above~
Goodbye my friends :)
Will miss every one of you.
Stan and Aubrey, meet you guys after 3 months!
CP kita! :]
- Last day in KK
- Alley
- Tong Hing
- 1B
- Sunset
Ahh~ What a day. Well, today was my last day in KK. At least I didnt waste the day sleeping my arse off at home :]
Told Kevin P. to be my driver for the day. Wanna go shopping.
For almost 4 hours hanging, what I got was a pair of slippers from Oxford; wrapping paper, card and paper bag from Somethin' Different. Both shops are in 1B. And I bought Belgian choc in Tong Hing. For 4 friggin hours, those were what I got.
We first went to CP to take my bowling bag, then off to Tong Hing and then 1B. Thanks for being my driver/slave for the day Kev :P
Appreciate that a lot.
Well, saw a car bumped into another car in front of us. Lazy lah wanna explain further.
Both drivers were girls, so no prob lah I guess :]
After 1B, Kev and I wanted to try the Mcd Drive thru, as we both never tried it before.
Sakai(s) xD
It was pretty normal though. The only thing that was different is that we waited for the meals in the car =.=
After that, we're off to Tanjung Aru as it's almost 5.30 pm ady.
Sunset! It's been a while since I last watched sunset.
If I din go there today, will have to wait for like 3 more months until I can smell/feel the breeze of the sea.
KL is basically a town that is far from the sea/beach. Sad lah xD
Anyways, we both went to the 3rd Beach and sat on the rocks to wait for the sun to set.
It's pretty hard to climb the rocks though, as I was wearing a dress. And it's as if we're climbing the cliffs.
But when you got up there, and sat down, climbing up those rocks, it was worth it. And the view was spectacular xD
Nature, it's been a while since I was this close to it. Not to mention that the beach, was my fav spot since 2nd year high school.
Had our McD meals there. And waited for sunset.
It was beautiful. The weather and all, perfect timing for sunset.
Neways, got home and realised that I had a lot of stuffs to bring already.
Still thinking whether I should bring my bowlbag or not.
I need guidance from the above~
Goodbye my friends :)
Will miss every one of you.
Stan and Aubrey, meet you guys after 3 months!
CP kita! :]
Thanks :]
Highlight(s) for the day:
- 2nd blog for the day
- Banana leaf dinner!
- Pool till 2am
- Fresh air
Ahh well. Today, tonight actually, am goin to dinner with bos. He's bringing me to this banana leaf dish thing near Millenium. Krishna's fish head! Was there a "curry" there? I forgot. What I knew was, I met Uncle Krishna. The owner of the restaurant. Hilarious guy lah :]
Well, it was 7sumtin that mom rushed me out of the house. What is up with you lah mom. Neways, I told her my friend is not there yet, so she said "it's okay, let's go to tanjung aru, we go buy kacang" Wth. Yes, we went to Tanjung Aru just to buy that friggin RM2 kacang. Then went back to Millenium. It was like a big U-turn lah. Neways, arrived Millenium and waited for bos. He was on his way already. Few minutes later, saw his car passing by as he was looking out of the window with his big round eyes looking into the sky or maybe shops xD
Then I went out of the car lah moments later, met him at the restaurant. That was when I saw the so called Uncle Krishna. Gotta admit, he is a sporting and funny guy :]
Bos ordered and all. I think he ordered curry mutton. And I ordered honey chicken. He was requesting all these dishes that I dont know the name of. Thank you for serving. You've been a good servant/waiter tonight :P
We chit chatted til 10.40pm. I remembered cz I asked him what was the time, as we were the last customers there. And I needed to pee lah before we go xD
It's been nice chatting with you as a friend. Never thought that we can share all those stuffs as you were an adult. And somehow, you made me feel like you were just one like of my other teenage friends. And you shared your thoughts on love life. That, is something lah xD
It's fun arguing with you and all.
Kevin Jeremiah Chong, I did screw him a few times tonight. No worries :P
After that, I texted Kevin Perera asking whether he's still in KK9 or not, as bos loves to pool, why not let him play for a few rounds with them. I saw Matthew earlier, running here and there and passed by me, covering his face and all. Cute lah that! :P
Went up to KK9 after I'm done pee-ing, and met Kev. Well, at least bos stayed.
I know you wanted to play lah. It's just that you dont wanna admit right xD
I mean, how often do you get to play pool here in penampang? At night.
So met few of Kev's friends. Sandra, Jo, Aaron and the others, and of course, Jye, the cousy2 of Kev.
I played for a while and stoopped. As I dont wanna embarrass myself further more.
Bos played quite a few rounds lah, until 2am. We were in fact, the last 5 customers left xD
It was fun hanging with you guys, as it's my 2nd last day here.
Hey bos, I found you some new friends to hang out with in Penampang.
POOL people. Thank me lah, thank me lah :P
It was nice of you for the dinner treat. I really enjoyed the meal tonight. As it was better than my 1st time. At least, I finished my dish.
And hope you had fun playing pool with them all :)
Tomorrow, come to KK9 lah as they will be there too.
And be my sifu after I'm back from KL would you?
You were great lah with that stick! It amazed me. HAHA.
Looking forward to hanging out with you guys when I'm back in KK again.
Was planning to walk home after that as the air was fresh and all. At least I can get a peace of mind.
But Kev came dragging me back to the cars. Curse you Kevin Perera xD
I seriously wanted to walk home just now, as I can see that the guys were all getting excited on bos' housemate's car, K25.
Why bother when I can just walk home, as I've done that before.
But Kev insisted.
In the end, bos's the one who sent me home. HAHA.
Thanks for the ride bos. And for the care.
I am fine thank you :)
And Kev, thanks for asking too. I am fine too thank you :]
Do I look not fine? I just wanna walk home lah.
It's not I'm goin crazy and all.
But I appreciate your cares.
I hope both of you can hang out more lah.
Bos, Kev and his friends ARE the kind of friends that you should hang with if you're feeling lonely and all.
Go grab a drink together if you got time. They can stay awake till 4 in the morning lah.
Neways, thanks for the purple roses.
I take that as a gift, for me leaving soon.
It means nothing more than that. I hope you'd understand.
And next time, pls dont leave anything outside the house without telling me :]
Had a great night out with you bos and Kev and Sandra and Jo and Jye and Aaron :]
Muahhh people :)
- 2nd blog for the day
- Banana leaf dinner!
- Pool till 2am
- Fresh air
Ahh well. Today, tonight actually, am goin to dinner with bos. He's bringing me to this banana leaf dish thing near Millenium. Krishna's fish head! Was there a "curry" there? I forgot. What I knew was, I met Uncle Krishna. The owner of the restaurant. Hilarious guy lah :]
Well, it was 7sumtin that mom rushed me out of the house. What is up with you lah mom. Neways, I told her my friend is not there yet, so she said "it's okay, let's go to tanjung aru, we go buy kacang" Wth. Yes, we went to Tanjung Aru just to buy that friggin RM2 kacang. Then went back to Millenium. It was like a big U-turn lah. Neways, arrived Millenium and waited for bos. He was on his way already. Few minutes later, saw his car passing by as he was looking out of the window with his big round eyes looking into the sky or maybe shops xD
Then I went out of the car lah moments later, met him at the restaurant. That was when I saw the so called Uncle Krishna. Gotta admit, he is a sporting and funny guy :]
Bos ordered and all. I think he ordered curry mutton. And I ordered honey chicken. He was requesting all these dishes that I dont know the name of. Thank you for serving. You've been a good servant/waiter tonight :P
We chit chatted til 10.40pm. I remembered cz I asked him what was the time, as we were the last customers there. And I needed to pee lah before we go xD
It's been nice chatting with you as a friend. Never thought that we can share all those stuffs as you were an adult. And somehow, you made me feel like you were just one like of my other teenage friends. And you shared your thoughts on love life. That, is something lah xD
It's fun arguing with you and all.
Kevin Jeremiah Chong, I did screw him a few times tonight. No worries :P
After that, I texted Kevin Perera asking whether he's still in KK9 or not, as bos loves to pool, why not let him play for a few rounds with them. I saw Matthew earlier, running here and there and passed by me, covering his face and all. Cute lah that! :P
Went up to KK9 after I'm done pee-ing, and met Kev. Well, at least bos stayed.
I know you wanted to play lah. It's just that you dont wanna admit right xD
I mean, how often do you get to play pool here in penampang? At night.
So met few of Kev's friends. Sandra, Jo, Aaron and the others, and of course, Jye, the cousy2 of Kev.
I played for a while and stoopped. As I dont wanna embarrass myself further more.
Bos played quite a few rounds lah, until 2am. We were in fact, the last 5 customers left xD
It was fun hanging with you guys, as it's my 2nd last day here.
Hey bos, I found you some new friends to hang out with in Penampang.
POOL people. Thank me lah, thank me lah :P
It was nice of you for the dinner treat. I really enjoyed the meal tonight. As it was better than my 1st time. At least, I finished my dish.
And hope you had fun playing pool with them all :)
Tomorrow, come to KK9 lah as they will be there too.
And be my sifu after I'm back from KL would you?
You were great lah with that stick! It amazed me. HAHA.
Looking forward to hanging out with you guys when I'm back in KK again.
Was planning to walk home after that as the air was fresh and all. At least I can get a peace of mind.
But Kev came dragging me back to the cars. Curse you Kevin Perera xD
I seriously wanted to walk home just now, as I can see that the guys were all getting excited on bos' housemate's car, K25.
Why bother when I can just walk home, as I've done that before.
But Kev insisted.
In the end, bos's the one who sent me home. HAHA.
Thanks for the ride bos. And for the care.
I am fine thank you :)
And Kev, thanks for asking too. I am fine too thank you :]
Do I look not fine? I just wanna walk home lah.
It's not I'm goin crazy and all.
But I appreciate your cares.
I hope both of you can hang out more lah.
Bos, Kev and his friends ARE the kind of friends that you should hang with if you're feeling lonely and all.
Go grab a drink together if you got time. They can stay awake till 4 in the morning lah.
Neways, thanks for the purple roses.
I take that as a gift, for me leaving soon.
It means nothing more than that. I hope you'd understand.
And next time, pls dont leave anything outside the house without telling me :]
Had a great night out with you bos and Kev and Sandra and Jo and Jye and Aaron :]
Muahhh people :)
Melodies :]
25th of February Cloudy day
Highlight(s) for the day:
- Flashbacks :]
- Musics
I realised that the average time for me to blog is around 10.30pm to 12.30am recently.
Not healthy, as one of my new year's resolution was to sleep at 12am. Right after my chinese drama is over.
Well, everything didnt really went as planned. Cz once I start blogging, it'll take me for like more than an hour to finish one post. Sometimes it'll take me up to 2-3 hours. I guess I just had to go with the flow.
So long to saying goodbye to eyebags, as it's gonna stay under my eyes for a long long time.
They might become darker soon. Great.
Been thinking a lot lately. Stuffs didnt really go well in life.
Should've known, as nothing actually went the way I wanted it to be for the past few years.
Delayed... Youtube... Downloading... Saved...
Been listenin to Kesha's - Get in Line
The Lyrics were just awesome. Something. Rel...a...t... Nothing :)
Highlight(s) for the day:
- Flashbacks :]
- Musics
I realised that the average time for me to blog is around 10.30pm to 12.30am recently.
Not healthy, as one of my new year's resolution was to sleep at 12am. Right after my chinese drama is over.
Well, everything didnt really went as planned. Cz once I start blogging, it'll take me for like more than an hour to finish one post. Sometimes it'll take me up to 2-3 hours. I guess I just had to go with the flow.
So long to saying goodbye to eyebags, as it's gonna stay under my eyes for a long long time.
They might become darker soon. Great.
Been thinking a lot lately. Stuffs didnt really go well in life.
Should've known, as nothing actually went the way I wanted it to be for the past few years.
Delayed... Youtube... Downloading... Saved...
Been listenin to Kesha's - Get in Line
The Lyrics were just awesome. Something. Rel...a...t... Nothing :)
It's been playing on replay in my lappy for I dont know how many times or how long. It's really really nice. For me :) Well, will continue blogging some time tonight :]
Miseries :]
Highlight(s) for the day:
- Pendrive goes K.O
- Goin crazy already
My day was just like another jobless day of mine. Boring, is the right word to describe it.
Ahh~ Feels like it was just yesterday when I have 26 days to go till it's 27th of Feb.
And now, it's 24th of Feb already.
Reminds me of what mom told me yesterday. Well, I asked her when was the exact date that I was supposed to be borned, and she said I was 3 weeks earlier than I should. 20 days. It was supposed to be on 24th, but I kicked myself out of her womb on the 4th.
Lalalalala~
My 4gb pendrive was corrupted. OMG.
There goes my bowling videos and all.
Curse you techno.
Now all my memories of bowling are gone.
Darn it. I thought I can still watch those videos in KL. Now my hope is gone.
I really am gonna die of boredom lah in KL!
I wish miracles are true.
Hope I can still get them back. Somehow.
The only way is to pray that Coach K still saves them in his lappy or pendrives.
But anyhow, I dont think I'll get to meet him lah in these two days.
*Cries while slapping myself*
"You need to format Drive E: before you can use it"
Do you want to format it?
" [Format disk ] [Cancel] "
The horror!
Anyways, Kev sent me this link on youtube.
Sabhi Saddi - Nadiku
Been listening to it over and over again.
Nice song lah. And his sleepy eyes were pretty attractive which caught my attention xD
His voice is okay too.
He looks like Mawi lah. HAHA.
The way he sings. Full of feelings and all. *Melts*
I find myself always looking into people's eyes when they're not looking.
Just wanna look at their eyes. To see the way it curves and all.
The details. Eyelashes, brows. HAHA.
Well. Not that I'm gonna do all the looking into people's eyes thing when we're talking.
Somehow, I just try to avoid looking at them in the eyes more than 3 seconds.
Eyes, makes me weak.
I've seen so much. And there were few pairs of them that I really admired.
Big round eyes.
Their pupils that covers most of their sclera.
The way the upper and bottom lid curves .
The colour of their Iris.
Thick eyelashes.
Eyebrows that curves perfectly and smoothly.
It's just so beautiful.
Undefined beauty.
And I've seen guys with beautiful eyes.
Most of them had this "pupil covering most of the sclera" eyes.
Makes them look like an innocent child :]
Well. that's all I guess.
And to you,
you know who you are.
If you are reading this now.
Please try to understand that, what you did had cause everything that is happening now.
Regrets, will do no good.
Time will decide.
- Pendrive goes K.O
- Goin crazy already
My day was just like another jobless day of mine. Boring, is the right word to describe it.
Ahh~ Feels like it was just yesterday when I have 26 days to go till it's 27th of Feb.
And now, it's 24th of Feb already.
Reminds me of what mom told me yesterday. Well, I asked her when was the exact date that I was supposed to be borned, and she said I was 3 weeks earlier than I should. 20 days. It was supposed to be on 24th, but I kicked myself out of her womb on the 4th.
Lalalalala~
My 4gb pendrive was corrupted. OMG.
There goes my bowling videos and all.
Curse you techno.
Now all my memories of bowling are gone.
Darn it. I thought I can still watch those videos in KL. Now my hope is gone.
I really am gonna die of boredom lah in KL!
I wish miracles are true.
Hope I can still get them back. Somehow.
The only way is to pray that Coach K still saves them in his lappy or pendrives.
But anyhow, I dont think I'll get to meet him lah in these two days.
*Cries while slapping myself*
"You need to format Drive E: before you can use it"
Do you want to format it?
" [Format disk ] [Cancel] "
The horror!
Anyways, Kev sent me this link on youtube.
Sabhi Saddi - Nadiku
Been listening to it over and over again.
Nice song lah. And his sleepy eyes were pretty attractive which caught my attention xD
His voice is okay too.
He looks like Mawi lah. HAHA.
The way he sings. Full of feelings and all. *Melts*
I find myself always looking into people's eyes when they're not looking.
Just wanna look at their eyes. To see the way it curves and all.
The details. Eyelashes, brows. HAHA.
Well. Not that I'm gonna do all the looking into people's eyes thing when we're talking.
Somehow, I just try to avoid looking at them in the eyes more than 3 seconds.
Eyes, makes me weak.
I've seen so much. And there were few pairs of them that I really admired.
Big round eyes.
Their pupils that covers most of their sclera.
The way the upper and bottom lid curves .
The colour of their Iris.
Thick eyelashes.
Eyebrows that curves perfectly and smoothly.
It's just so beautiful.
Undefined beauty.
And I've seen guys with beautiful eyes.
Most of them had this "pupil covering most of the sclera" eyes.
Makes them look like an innocent child :]
Well. that's all I guess.
And to you,
you know who you are.
If you are reading this now.
Please try to understand that, what you did had cause everything that is happening now.
Regrets, will do no good.
Time will decide.
Untitled :]
Highlight(s) for the day:
- Title of the blog
- Ulcer
- Bos :]
I am writing for yesterday, which was 23rd of February. Now that it's 12.14am already, it's 24th of Feb. Crap~
Anyways, when I was gettin all ready to start writing my blog, I found myself and my fingers paused on the keyboard with nothing in mind. I cant think of any title lah as today, I was at home the whole day. Rotting. So I skipped the title and start typing "Highlight(s) for the day: - Untitled" and I pressed the backspace. Found the title. It was "Untitled". So yea, that's the story behind the title. Lame. I know :P
Neways, feels like Im gettin all tipsy lah now.
Not because of drinking. It's because of the med I just took. Yes I know it's a lil too late to take my meds now, but I forgot to take it earlier, and besides, I just finished my leftovers for like 50 minutes ago :D
Seriously, for the first time. I have nothing in mind lah.
All I can think of is my ulcer. It's killing me.
I think the meds are taking control of me now, as I am feeling so light as if my hands and fingers were flying on the keyboard. Not a good time to blog I guess.
Well earlier today, bos gave me these few links to some articles.
Nice one :)
And sorry to hear that your off day turns out to be making you feeling homesick and all.
That's why, find a girlfriend or some new friends who are not BUSY people like you :P
Sumtin popped into my mind lah.
Max and Maya. HAHAHA.
Well I still think that it's better than Jack and Jill lah.
So what, you wanna name a female dog "Jill". It's just not right :P
Oh gosh. I dont think I can continue typing again.
That's all for today.
Have a nice day people :]
- Title of the blog
- Ulcer
- Bos :]
I am writing for yesterday, which was 23rd of February. Now that it's 12.14am already, it's 24th of Feb. Crap~
Anyways, when I was gettin all ready to start writing my blog, I found myself and my fingers paused on the keyboard with nothing in mind. I cant think of any title lah as today, I was at home the whole day. Rotting. So I skipped the title and start typing "Highlight(s) for the day: - Untitled" and I pressed the backspace. Found the title. It was "Untitled". So yea, that's the story behind the title. Lame. I know :P
Neways, feels like Im gettin all tipsy lah now.
Not because of drinking. It's because of the med I just took. Yes I know it's a lil too late to take my meds now, but I forgot to take it earlier, and besides, I just finished my leftovers for like 50 minutes ago :D
Seriously, for the first time. I have nothing in mind lah.
All I can think of is my ulcer. It's killing me.
I think the meds are taking control of me now, as I am feeling so light as if my hands and fingers were flying on the keyboard. Not a good time to blog I guess.
Well earlier today, bos gave me these few links to some articles.
Nice one :)
And sorry to hear that your off day turns out to be making you feeling homesick and all.
That's why, find a girlfriend or some new friends who are not BUSY people like you :P
Sumtin popped into my mind lah.
Max and Maya. HAHAHA.
Well I still think that it's better than Jack and Jill lah.
So what, you wanna name a female dog "Jill". It's just not right :P
Oh gosh. I dont think I can continue typing again.
That's all for today.
Have a nice day people :]
Heart attack :]
Highlight(s) for the day:
- Last day of work
- Novel
Today's my 8th and last day of work. And my partner for the day was Yee Ling. She was also my partner for my first day as cheongsam girl. Awesome. We were told to walk around 1B to distribute sweets to all shoppers. There's a period of time when 1B is like zombieland to me. Where the path that Yee Ling and I walked on, had no homo sapiens spotted at all. Our back and front. It's empty. I think we were on the 2nd floor that time. 1B feels like home to me right at that moment. Where there's no one to be found in the living room, hallway, kitchen, rooms, toilets. It's just me and my musics that came from my lappy or desktop, echoing the empty house :)
Anyways, for our lunchbreak, we went to this HongKong sumtin2. Yee Ling decided where to eat today as she feels like eating rice. Okayyy :)
I was craving for porridge. Flipped thru the menu and I found none. I mean, helloo? This is a chinese restaurant lah for neptune's sake. And they dont serve any porridge? I am frustrated already just typing it. And so, I decided to order this Prawn Wantan Soup and Iced Lemon Tea for my drink. Something light. Yee Ling ordered Honey Chicken Rice and cold water :)
After lunch, I saw Kieu Wei outside the washroom. KK is small, indeed.
We went back to Center Atrium to get our basket and this Gigantic Chinese Gold Ingots.
Turns out that today was my first and last day to actually use it, as my past 7 days, I was holding the red basket :)
Hours passes by as if I can hear the clock ticking every second in my mind. Tick Tock Tick Tock... "wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy. Grab my glasses I'm out the door Im gonna hit this city~"
Haha. I'm feeling bored in the middle of the night already. Curse those annoyingENGINES cars.
Anyways, today we did our changing at the backstage. Ahh. Old times.
Used to change there when I was working as Santarina. All those insecurities. Afraid that some people will just open the door without knowing I'm in there changing. Saw me half naked. HAHAHA. Now I'm being dramatic. But then again, almost everytime after I changed, when I opened the door that cannot be locked, I see Kev waiting patiently outside. Aww. My sweet and full of responsibilty "manager" :D
Here's something2 I wanna share. Every time I change at the backstage, I actually change behind the door, so that when people tried to open the door, at least I am alert 24/7 and can block the door with my whole body. Pathetic? I dont know. There's 3 doors there. 2 were locked. But I still feel insecure, as it can be opened anytime by them who had the keys xD
Neways, finished work at 6pm.
We actually walked around 1B in 48 minutes. From Ground to 2nd floor. Imagine how many hours you can actually finish shopping if you go in to every shops there. You havent add the part when you decided where to eat. So yea. Imagine all the time you can waste in a mall :P
Neways, I promised bos that I would buy him icecream so that he wont cry like a baby for what happened last night and me sharing his embarassing moment in FB :P
Before that, I went to Harris to spend my one last quality time with it. Quality time it is. As I spent almost an hour there. Reading magazines. When I first stepped into Harris just now, I went to the "Bestsellers" section, was looking forward to read "If you could see me now" by Cecelia Ahern.
Guess what. It went missing. It left an empty space on the shelf. It was suppose to be next to "A place called Here", and now, it's empty. I was disappointed, thinking that some shopper might have bought it when I went working. Cz earlier today, I actually read 3 chapters already. And so, I took the other "If you could see me now" with a different cover and read a chapter. Mood was gone to read it, as it's a different book now. I guess I am quite picky when it comes to books. Different covers gives different feelings. Once reading it, it's weird for me if I read the same story from another type of cover. I dont know why xD
Placed the book where it shud've been placed and went to the magazine section to find "Seventeen". Took it and sat on the chair they provide at the corner. It's quite interesting though. It's been a while since I last read Seventeen. While I was reading, this guy sittin next to me was like "Excuse me Miss, you're alone?". And I can sense that it was me he's talking to since I am the only missy there. So i lift my head up a bit and looked at him and said "Huh. Yes. Waitin for my friend :) ", and looked at the book again. He goes "Oh. A girl? or Boy? ".
Alright. This conversation is getting a lil too weird for me. HAHA.
And I go "A boy :)". Book again. He then asked "Boyfriend?". Me, "No. Just a friend :) ".
Silence.
He then put his right and forward and said "Saiful :) "
Shooked his hand and said "Lucky. "
Before he goes "what" and all that, I quickly spelled my name to him "L.U.C.K.Y". I got used to people going all confused bout my name. Laki.Lakhi.
He then responded by sayin "Oh. You're so Lucky. Haha".
And I replied him with a friendly smile for like 3 seconds and turned my eyes and head down at the book.
A good way to stop a conversation. HAHA.
Was reading thru this article of a girl who almost lost her life for saving her friends in Afghanistan and suddenly someone knocked on the window glass behind me. Edmund. It's not the first time. He did that earlier today when I was reading the novel. Haha. I guess it's not that hard if you people wanna find me in 1B. *winks*
Few miserable minutes later, he was in front of me already. Man In Black. Black shirt and pants and shoes and bag. You're more like a student than M.E. Even my mom says that you dont look 25. Is that something that you should be happy of now? xD
So we went out of Harris, and suddenly, Cecelia's novel was in his hand.
The novel that I was talking about earlier. That friggin nature-like novel.
I thought he bought it for himself, and I was glad he finally bought a Cecelia novel thinking that maybe he changed his thought of her novels, about being Gay just reading it.
Guess what. He bought it for me? Sayin that I'm goin to KL or sumtin.
I dont really digested his words as I was all shocked. Oh goshh.
I malu2 kucing again wanna take and refused to take it. Told him to take it instead and saying that he should read it.
It's not gay for you to just read it lah bos! :P
But he insisted. Awwwww~
I thank you so much lah. Very much. *Touched* :)
Was planning t0 buy it any days within this week as I am leaving this Saturday.
Was disappointed earlier today, thinking that some shopper bought that last book,
and to my surprise, you, bought it as a gift for me. How can I ever thank you.
Getting all dramatic and emotional here.
Feel it with me people. FEEL IT xD
THANK YOU SO MUCH! :D
Neways, went to Vedablu after that dramatic scene and bos told me to choose whatever flavours for him.
I got all what and what and what. HAHA. I have no idea what I had to choose. But then, he had to finished it even if he doesnt like what I choosed :P
While I was choosing the flavours, some tall guy came and talked to me, and I thought that he was talking to the two girls who are actually serving us.
I looked at him and found that he was looking at me.
He asked "you're alone?"
AGAIN? What is up with the world nowadays. I guess people are being too friendly here xD
I replied by saying, "Nop, with a friend" while pointing at Edmund that was sitting somewhere there.
He looked at Edmund for a while and then asked me "Hmm. Which flavour do you think is nice?"
And I'm like "Urmm. I'm not sure. Maybe the Cookies and Cream, you should try that :)"
He then told the girl he wanted that and goes "where are the chocolates? there's no chocolates ".
I didnt actually responded cz I think this time, he is talking to the girls, and I myself, am busy thinking of what flavours I should choose. HAHA. Sorry pelancong. Sabahan people is busy choosing icecream flavours there.
Then he was like "you're so tall. How tall are you?"
Hello, you're like 3 or 4 inches taller than me big guy :P
I replied by saying "Hee. Yea. I'm 5'7 tall"
He nodded as if he was amazed or something and said "you're a KINABALU?"
HAHAHAHAHA. Sorry.
I said "yes" with a couple of noddes and smiled.
Paid and took the icecream cups and smiled at the foreigner.
Looks like an Arabic guy or Indian or whatever. He had big round eyes. Aww~
I think he waved but I had no hands to waved back at ya.
And guess what, while I was paying, that Saiful guy actually passed by with his friends and said "Lucky!" and waved.
I was like "Eh??" And smiled. HAHAHA. What a day lah.
So I choosed this Cookies and Cream, Peppermint and chocolate, Ferrero Rocher and the other one, I forgot. Vanilla I guess.
Bos choosed the one with Ferrero Rocher and I ate Peppermint and chocolate and vanilla kah that I guess.
Well, thank god he choosed that one as he said he doesnt like icecreams with peppermint kinda flavours. It tasted like medicines? What lah you people. I get that kinda comment a lot. Ah well. What gives. Hope you enjoyed it! :)
So when I reached home, went to parent's room and hung out there.
As usual. Their room is like my room too.
Odd when some of my friends said, "you hang out and spend time in your parent's room?? "
So what if it's a yes? The only time they're in their room is actually when they are gonna sleep already. Which is at night.
It's like I got the whole house to myself xD
Anyways, went out for a while, and Ting Ting (Abigael) was outside, about to do her homework.
Aunty Leony and her was in the car when mom came and fetched me just now.
So I told her to go into the room with me. It's more better there.
Asked her few questions like, wanna eat, wanna drink, you okay, you sure, eat this chocolate, nice that. HAHAHA.
Poor kid was just trying to do her homework lah Lucky.
Ahh. How fast did time passes by.
I became close to this girl 4 years ago. When mom and I and Aunty Leony and her whole family went to KL for vacation.
Back then, she was still a young kid. Very young.
So sad that the 3 nights 2 days that we spent in Genting, she was all sick and crying for suffering.
I became close to her with a smile that I gave her :)
We were in the hotel room, and she was all shy with me as I am a stranger to her.
But kids, it's not that hard to make friends with them.
Give them a smile, showing that you dont bring any threat to them and be kind, in less than a minute, you'll be friends already.
Her eldest bro was Charles (Bing Bing) and 2nd was Pierre (Wei Wei).
I became close to Wei wei and Ting ting during that trip.
Charles, not really, as he was a form5 kid already. I was in form2 that time.
Seeing them both grow, really makes me feel old lah.
Now that Wei wei is in Form3, and Ting Ting is already in primary3.
Time flies~
Gosh. I think I typed too much. I had more to type actually.
But my nails are killin me. Too long lah xD
FYI. It's 2.56am now. This freakin troublesome thing.
I saved this empty post with a title in draft at 11pm and started at 12am.
Hahaha.
Peace Kev JC! :P
- Last day of work
- Novel
Today's my 8th and last day of work. And my partner for the day was Yee Ling. She was also my partner for my first day as cheongsam girl. Awesome. We were told to walk around 1B to distribute sweets to all shoppers. There's a period of time when 1B is like zombieland to me. Where the path that Yee Ling and I walked on, had no homo sapiens spotted at all. Our back and front. It's empty. I think we were on the 2nd floor that time. 1B feels like home to me right at that moment. Where there's no one to be found in the living room, hallway, kitchen, rooms, toilets. It's just me and my musics that came from my lappy or desktop, echoing the empty house :)
Anyways, for our lunchbreak, we went to this HongKong sumtin2. Yee Ling decided where to eat today as she feels like eating rice. Okayyy :)
I was craving for porridge. Flipped thru the menu and I found none. I mean, helloo? This is a chinese restaurant lah for neptune's sake. And they dont serve any porridge? I am frustrated already just typing it. And so, I decided to order this Prawn Wantan Soup and Iced Lemon Tea for my drink. Something light. Yee Ling ordered Honey Chicken Rice and cold water :)
After lunch, I saw Kieu Wei outside the washroom. KK is small, indeed.
We went back to Center Atrium to get our basket and this Gigantic Chinese Gold Ingots.
Turns out that today was my first and last day to actually use it, as my past 7 days, I was holding the red basket :)
Hours passes by as if I can hear the clock ticking every second in my mind. Tick Tock Tick Tock... "wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy. Grab my glasses I'm out the door Im gonna hit this city~"
Haha. I'm feeling bored in the middle of the night already. Curse those annoying
Anyways, today we did our changing at the backstage. Ahh. Old times.
Used to change there when I was working as Santarina. All those insecurities. Afraid that some people will just open the door without knowing I'm in there changing. Saw me half naked. HAHAHA. Now I'm being dramatic. But then again, almost everytime after I changed, when I opened the door that cannot be locked, I see Kev waiting patiently outside. Aww. My sweet and full of responsibilty "manager" :D
Here's something2 I wanna share. Every time I change at the backstage, I actually change behind the door, so that when people tried to open the door, at least I am alert 24/7 and can block the door with my whole body. Pathetic? I dont know. There's 3 doors there. 2 were locked. But I still feel insecure, as it can be opened anytime by them who had the keys xD
Neways, finished work at 6pm.
We actually walked around 1B in 48 minutes. From Ground to 2nd floor. Imagine how many hours you can actually finish shopping if you go in to every shops there. You havent add the part when you decided where to eat. So yea. Imagine all the time you can waste in a mall :P
Neways, I promised bos that I would buy him icecream so that he wont cry like a baby for what happened last night and me sharing his embarassing moment in FB :P
Before that, I went to Harris to spend my one last quality time with it. Quality time it is. As I spent almost an hour there. Reading magazines. When I first stepped into Harris just now, I went to the "Bestsellers" section, was looking forward to read "If you could see me now" by Cecelia Ahern.
Guess what. It went missing. It left an empty space on the shelf. It was suppose to be next to "A place called Here", and now, it's empty. I was disappointed, thinking that some shopper might have bought it when I went working. Cz earlier today, I actually read 3 chapters already. And so, I took the other "If you could see me now" with a different cover and read a chapter. Mood was gone to read it, as it's a different book now. I guess I am quite picky when it comes to books. Different covers gives different feelings. Once reading it, it's weird for me if I read the same story from another type of cover. I dont know why xD
Placed the book where it shud've been placed and went to the magazine section to find "Seventeen". Took it and sat on the chair they provide at the corner. It's quite interesting though. It's been a while since I last read Seventeen. While I was reading, this guy sittin next to me was like "Excuse me Miss, you're alone?". And I can sense that it was me he's talking to since I am the only missy there. So i lift my head up a bit and looked at him and said "Huh. Yes. Waitin for my friend :) ", and looked at the book again. He goes "Oh. A girl? or Boy? ".
Alright. This conversation is getting a lil too weird for me. HAHA.
And I go "A boy :)". Book again. He then asked "Boyfriend?". Me, "No. Just a friend :) ".
Silence.
He then put his right and forward and said "Saiful :) "
Shooked his hand and said "Lucky. "
Before he goes "what" and all that, I quickly spelled my name to him "L.U.C.K.Y". I got used to people going all confused bout my name. Laki.Lakhi.
He then responded by sayin "Oh. You're so Lucky. Haha".
And I replied him with a friendly smile for like 3 seconds and turned my eyes and head down at the book.
A good way to stop a conversation. HAHA.
Was reading thru this article of a girl who almost lost her life for saving her friends in Afghanistan and suddenly someone knocked on the window glass behind me. Edmund. It's not the first time. He did that earlier today when I was reading the novel. Haha. I guess it's not that hard if you people wanna find me in 1B. *winks*
Few miserable minutes later, he was in front of me already. Man In Black. Black shirt and pants and shoes and bag. You're more like a student than M.E. Even my mom says that you dont look 25. Is that something that you should be happy of now? xD
So we went out of Harris, and suddenly, Cecelia's novel was in his hand.
The novel that I was talking about earlier. That friggin nature-like novel.
I thought he bought it for himself, and I was glad he finally bought a Cecelia novel thinking that maybe he changed his thought of her novels, about being Gay just reading it.
Guess what. He bought it for me? Sayin that I'm goin to KL or sumtin.
I dont really digested his words as I was all shocked. Oh goshh.
I malu2 kucing again wanna take and refused to take it. Told him to take it instead and saying that he should read it.
It's not gay for you to just read it lah bos! :P
But he insisted. Awwwww~
I thank you so much lah. Very much. *Touched* :)
Was planning t0 buy it any days within this week as I am leaving this Saturday.
Was disappointed earlier today, thinking that some shopper bought that last book,
and to my surprise, you, bought it as a gift for me. How can I ever thank you.
Getting all dramatic and emotional here.
Feel it with me people. FEEL IT xD
THANK YOU SO MUCH! :D
Neways, went to Vedablu after that dramatic scene and bos told me to choose whatever flavours for him.
I got all what and what and what. HAHA. I have no idea what I had to choose. But then, he had to finished it even if he doesnt like what I choosed :P
While I was choosing the flavours, some tall guy came and talked to me, and I thought that he was talking to the two girls who are actually serving us.
I looked at him and found that he was looking at me.
He asked "you're alone?"
AGAIN? What is up with the world nowadays. I guess people are being too friendly here xD
I replied by saying, "Nop, with a friend" while pointing at Edmund that was sitting somewhere there.
He looked at Edmund for a while and then asked me "Hmm. Which flavour do you think is nice?"
And I'm like "Urmm. I'm not sure. Maybe the Cookies and Cream, you should try that :)"
He then told the girl he wanted that and goes "where are the chocolates? there's no chocolates ".
I didnt actually responded cz I think this time, he is talking to the girls, and I myself, am busy thinking of what flavours I should choose. HAHA. Sorry pelancong. Sabahan people is busy choosing icecream flavours there.
Then he was like "you're so tall. How tall are you?"
Hello, you're like 3 or 4 inches taller than me big guy :P
I replied by saying "Hee. Yea. I'm 5'7 tall"
He nodded as if he was amazed or something and said "you're a KINABALU?"
HAHAHAHAHA. Sorry.
I said "yes" with a couple of noddes and smiled.
Paid and took the icecream cups and smiled at the foreigner.
Looks like an Arabic guy or Indian or whatever. He had big round eyes. Aww~
I think he waved but I had no hands to waved back at ya.
And guess what, while I was paying, that Saiful guy actually passed by with his friends and said "Lucky!" and waved.
I was like "Eh??" And smiled. HAHAHA. What a day lah.
So I choosed this Cookies and Cream, Peppermint and chocolate, Ferrero Rocher and the other one, I forgot. Vanilla I guess.
Bos choosed the one with Ferrero Rocher and I ate Peppermint and chocolate and vanilla kah that I guess.
Well, thank god he choosed that one as he said he doesnt like icecreams with peppermint kinda flavours. It tasted like medicines? What lah you people. I get that kinda comment a lot. Ah well. What gives. Hope you enjoyed it! :)
So when I reached home, went to parent's room and hung out there.
As usual. Their room is like my room too.
Odd when some of my friends said, "you hang out and spend time in your parent's room?? "
So what if it's a yes? The only time they're in their room is actually when they are gonna sleep already. Which is at night.
It's like I got the whole house to myself xD
Anyways, went out for a while, and Ting Ting (Abigael) was outside, about to do her homework.
Aunty Leony and her was in the car when mom came and fetched me just now.
So I told her to go into the room with me. It's more better there.
Asked her few questions like, wanna eat, wanna drink, you okay, you sure, eat this chocolate, nice that. HAHAHA.
Poor kid was just trying to do her homework lah Lucky.
Ahh. How fast did time passes by.
I became close to this girl 4 years ago. When mom and I and Aunty Leony and her whole family went to KL for vacation.
Back then, she was still a young kid. Very young.
So sad that the 3 nights 2 days that we spent in Genting, she was all sick and crying for suffering.
I became close to her with a smile that I gave her :)
We were in the hotel room, and she was all shy with me as I am a stranger to her.
But kids, it's not that hard to make friends with them.
Give them a smile, showing that you dont bring any threat to them and be kind, in less than a minute, you'll be friends already.
Her eldest bro was Charles (Bing Bing) and 2nd was Pierre (Wei Wei).
I became close to Wei wei and Ting ting during that trip.
Charles, not really, as he was a form5 kid already. I was in form2 that time.
Seeing them both grow, really makes me feel old lah.
Now that Wei wei is in Form3, and Ting Ting is already in primary3.
Time flies~
Gosh. I think I typed too much. I had more to type actually.
But my nails are killin me. Too long lah xD
FYI. It's 2.56am now. This freakin troublesome thing.
I saved this empty post with a title in draft at 11pm and started at 12am.
Hahaha.
Peace Kev JC! :P
Home safely :]
Highlight(s) for the day:
- Work.
- My bos/ my friend/ my admirer/ my boyfriend?? NOT.
- Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief.
- Someone walked into the ladies.
HAHAHAHAHA. I cant stop thinking bout it. Oh gosh. Just got home from 1B. Edmund, myBOS friend, sent me home with his housemate's car. A toyota K25 sumtin. Even he's not sure bout it. So yea. What gives. It's not important. What's more important is what I'm about to type next :P
So here goes. Lastnight, bos and I texted for a while. He is feeling down cz his football team lost for like 3-1 to the OPPONENT. And so, blablablablabla, agreed on having breakfast together the next day, which is today. Went to Old Town. I just drank this, I forgot what's the name. Neways, he had this toasted bread and half boiled eggs. There's a story behind the half boiled eggs. Long story short.
Melaka - kampung - grandparents - chickens - eggs - healthy - breakfast - 2 half boiled eggs - became a habit.
He always got a story behind everything lah. Which is good, cz I dont talk a lot xD
Just when I was done drinking my whatever-the-name-is of my drink, mom called. Told me to go to Center Atrium. Which is weird. I thought she wanted to have this mother and daughter bonding time in 1B, so I asked her "why, u want me to go shopping with you?". She's like "No, just come here". She keep on repeating the same thing for like a million times. And so, I told bos to come along cz he's done eating already what. Funny when he said he's SHY. Look who's talking big guy! xD
I insisted for him to come, so that I have an excuse to tell my mom that I have to go to work already. HAHA.
Anyways, both of us reached C.A, and I saw mom. Edmund was all shy and smiling and SHY. Funny lah u bos.
I intro-ed him to mom. Turns out that mom wants me to meet her friends. Unknown people. This happens often. Me, being forced to meet her friends. I got used to it already. Anyways, I "blessed" their hands as a sign of respect, and one of them said, "no blessing, just kiss" and our cheeks met. They were like wow you're so tall, are you a model. u'r a model?, u can become one. work as a model. blablabla. in tagalog lah of course. HAHA.
One of the aunt looked at Edmund and asked " your boyfriend?" What the hell lah. I was shocked and said "NO NO NO".
Mom was laughing only. And this aunt asked me few questions bout him. "Is he a local? Philipino?", "he's chasing you?", "it's okay if he admires you, he's a good looking fella". All of those were asked in tagalog. Translated it, as no philipinos will actually read my blog. I think. Haha. I'm so sorry lah Edmund if they freaked you out just now. But one thing's for sure, philipino people are friendly :))
Neways, went to office after that to runaway from all those Q&A's.
Changed and waited for my partner. Went to Harris for a while.
"If you could see me now" by Cecelia Ahern is not a bad novel though :)
After that, work work work. Quite boring today though, as there's not much crowd already.
Didnt actually ran out of sweets like last week. Last week, it takes only half an hour , and my basket is empty already.
But today, even standing for an hour didnt do any good. Tiring and boring. But at least there's children for me to see and smile with :)
After work, stayed in office for a while cz bos and I are gonna watch Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief.
I DID NOT regret watching it though. It's funny, at times. Interesting movie I must say :)
All those Greek stuffs. Poseiden actually reminded me of King Neptune from Spongebob Squarepants. Lame. I know :P
Overall, it's a nice movie lah. NICE.
After the movie, here comes the interesting part.
We both went out of the cinema and headed to the toilet.
And so, I was talking with bos and he wanted to go to the toilet. So I stood outside, checkin my phone, and somehow I just looked at the toilet door for a while and I saw Edmund coming out of the ladies. He was like, shocked with a smiling face. Or was it laughing? I dont know. What got into you? xD
Cant stop thinking bout it. I am now smiling alone. Today was the best day of work lah I must say xD
Neways, Bos sent me home. THANK YOU SO MUCH :)
Sent his housemates home 1st and then it''s my turn.
I just hope you dont get lost on your way home. Drive safe!
May God bless you. And about that walking into ladies room, take it as one of the unforgettable experience you got here in Sabah lah. At least now you have something funny to tell your grandchildren to in the future :P
Thanks for everything. I owe you a lot! :]
And sorry for the troubles I got you into today xD
- Work.
- My bos/ my friend/ my admirer/ my boyfriend?? NOT.
- Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief.
- Someone walked into the ladies.
HAHAHAHAHA. I cant stop thinking bout it. Oh gosh. Just got home from 1B. Edmund, my
So here goes. Lastnight, bos and I texted for a while. He is feeling down cz his football team lost for like 3-1 to the OPPONENT. And so, blablablablabla, agreed on having breakfast together the next day, which is today. Went to Old Town. I just drank this, I forgot what's the name. Neways, he had this toasted bread and half boiled eggs. There's a story behind the half boiled eggs. Long story short.
Melaka - kampung - grandparents - chickens - eggs - healthy - breakfast - 2 half boiled eggs - became a habit.
He always got a story behind everything lah. Which is good, cz I dont talk a lot xD
Just when I was done drinking my whatever-the-name-is of my drink, mom called. Told me to go to Center Atrium. Which is weird. I thought she wanted to have this mother and daughter bonding time in 1B, so I asked her "why, u want me to go shopping with you?". She's like "No, just come here". She keep on repeating the same thing for like a million times. And so, I told bos to come along cz he's done eating already what. Funny when he said he's SHY. Look who's talking big guy! xD
I insisted for him to come, so that I have an excuse to tell my mom that I have to go to work already. HAHA.
Anyways, both of us reached C.A, and I saw mom. Edmund was all shy and smiling and SHY. Funny lah u bos.
I intro-ed him to mom. Turns out that mom wants me to meet her friends. Unknown people. This happens often. Me, being forced to meet her friends. I got used to it already. Anyways, I "blessed" their hands as a sign of respect, and one of them said, "no blessing, just kiss" and our cheeks met. They were like wow you're so tall, are you a model. u'r a model?, u can become one. work as a model. blablabla. in tagalog lah of course. HAHA.
One of the aunt looked at Edmund and asked " your boyfriend?" What the hell lah. I was shocked and said "NO NO NO".
Mom was laughing only. And this aunt asked me few questions bout him. "Is he a local? Philipino?", "he's chasing you?", "it's okay if he admires you, he's a good looking fella". All of those were asked in tagalog. Translated it, as no philipinos will actually read my blog. I think. Haha. I'm so sorry lah Edmund if they freaked you out just now. But one thing's for sure, philipino people are friendly :))
Neways, went to office after that to runaway from all those Q&A's.
Changed and waited for my partner. Went to Harris for a while.
"If you could see me now" by Cecelia Ahern is not a bad novel though :)
After that, work work work. Quite boring today though, as there's not much crowd already.
Didnt actually ran out of sweets like last week. Last week, it takes only half an hour , and my basket is empty already.
But today, even standing for an hour didnt do any good. Tiring and boring. But at least there's children for me to see and smile with :)
After work, stayed in office for a while cz bos and I are gonna watch Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief.
I DID NOT regret watching it though. It's funny, at times. Interesting movie I must say :)
All those Greek stuffs. Poseiden actually reminded me of King Neptune from Spongebob Squarepants. Lame. I know :P
Overall, it's a nice movie lah. NICE.
After the movie, here comes the interesting part.
We both went out of the cinema and headed to the toilet.
And so, I was talking with bos and he wanted to go to the toilet. So I stood outside, checkin my phone, and somehow I just looked at the toilet door for a while and I saw Edmund coming out of the ladies. He was like, shocked with a smiling face. Or was it laughing? I dont know. What got into you? xD
Cant stop thinking bout it. I am now smiling alone. Today was the best day of work lah I must say xD
Neways, Bos sent me home. THANK YOU SO MUCH :)
Sent his housemates home 1st and then it''s my turn.
I just hope you dont get lost on your way home. Drive safe!
May God bless you. And about that walking into ladies room, take it as one of the unforgettable experience you got here in Sabah lah. At least now you have something funny to tell your grandchildren to in the future :P
Thanks for everything. I owe you a lot! :]
And sorry for the troubles I got you into today xD
Flashbacks :]
Highlight(s) for the day:
- I am missing Stanely
- Another day off :]
Another day wasted at home. I am bored. Soooooo bored.
My whole morning was spent on watching tv and looking at mom playing with the lappy.
She looks like a kid learning how to use a new gadget. And so, my name was called every now and then to help her with it. She got frustrated just using it but she had no choice cz the desktop had no modem as it was malfunctioning and she desperately needed to online just to check her mails and chat with some unknown people in yahoo.
I dont know what happened to the modem, but I wish that dad will bring it back home soon. As I am suffering for not having the chance to touch my lappy the whole morning :P
I went to bed for a while and woke up. Went to mom's room and finally, i get to play with it. I miss you lappy~
Well, mom was sittin beside me on the bed, and so, I had to open a website that both of us can actually relate to.
"Youtube". Well that's the best choice. The only choice, I must say.
We watched this KFC Group - Sacred Heart Cathedral carolers. KFC does not stands for Kentucky Fried Chicken here. It stands for Kadazan Filipino Chinese Group. Yes, the carolers were all from different races. Kadazan, Filipino and Chinese. My mom's included. Well I'm not cz I was goin to work as Santarina. My 1st job xD
Most of the members in the group were philipinos, and the males were mostly chinese. Kadazans, not much lah.
But they were friendly people. Their comments on me when they saw me was... it is strictly forbidden for me to say it or type it on public. I might as well just keep it to myself as it is an embarassment for me xD
Anyways, the videos that mom and I were watching in youtube was the ones that they sang in our house last 19th of December. Mom was in too. I was the suck-ish videographer. But then again, I enjoyed every moment of it. Although I slept earlier that night cz I have to go to work the next day, and they were all partying till 4 in the morning. Awesome people I tell ya. Not to mention, drunkers too :D
Anyways, that was what I did the whole time in mom's room. Watching philipinos videos. Even the shows in philipines. Funny I tell you. When oh when can I visit that country. Soon I hope :)
Stan texted me. Today's saturday. They always get their phones back on weekends.
That's the only time I can chat with Stan. We even talked on the phone for almost 2 hours or les,s last weekend.
I miss talking to him. We talked bout a bunch of stuffs. Mostly bout school. What silly stuffs we did last time. All those laughing just had to stay for 2 hours and less, and then it's gone, again.
When we both text, all we text is about the problems that we're facing in life.
We used to just talk bout it face to face in class cz we're sitting beside each other. Now that he's in PLKN in Melaka, the only way we can communicate is through our phones.
I remembered the day when we both realised that we're the only boy and girl sitting together. The others were partner-ed as same genders. Boys boys, girls girls. We're the most out-standing one. Boy Girl. HAHA. Well, not that anybody realised it. I think. We even called ourselves "Couple Senasib". As we both are facing tonnes of problems that never actually stopped bothering us. Family, Friends, School, Love life, Unsatisfactions regarding to our Physical Appearances. We tend to get that a lot. Never a day will laughter be gone from us. Him and his sense of humours. The way he laughs can actually spread like a disease or sumtin. We always laugh when it's in Biology class and Account class. Those who doesnt take Accounts stays in class, and there will be a teacher who will actually "GUARD" us.
Yes, GUARD is the right word for it. I hated it when it comes to Accounts. There's no freedom to even talk. That teacher never smiles and treated us like we're kindergarden kids. I remembered when Aubrey took a candid picture of her and then kedapatan. Not gonna type what she said to him. I am laughing like crazy now.
And I remembered when she hit Aubrey with a book. Wth was that for?? Poor Aubrey. I was shocked though when that happened. But it all ended with laughters when she stepped out of the class.
Ahh~ Highschool. Missing it so much already.
Anyways, I am quite sad that I wont be seeing Stan for another 3 months. Add them all up, it's almost half year. 6 friggin months man. Cant wait till it's June. Remember when we promised to go out, hit the cinema, shoppin, eat your favourite tom yam in Secret Recipe. All those can be done, only after I came back from my course. We're gonna celebrate our birthdays everyday! :D
As for Aubrey, I'm gonna miss you, you annoying lil bro. Good luck in bowling. Do go and practise more k. Remember to bend your knees and make sure your body posture is right. I am not here to remind you of it as I am goin to KL soon. Maybe you can try and record yourself while you bowl. That'll help. Coach K does that to us too right. For us to see our mistakes. I miss his yelling and sarcastic comments already xD
James, my best k-di/Godbrother. Good luck with your dreamgirl yea. I am always a phonecall/text/fb away. Just drop me a msg or wall post if you need my help in translating words. That's what you always need me for nowadays :P
Gene, my ngong-est brother. I will not forget you lah for Pete's sake. I am always here. Do update me with whatever you're doing in life, and yes, your love life too! :]
Jas and Yee Thing, stay pretty always. And both of you, please step out of the world of innocence. Drive safe chicas! :P
I am typing as if I'm leaving Sabah forever. Which I'm not xD
I know 3 months is not that long, compared to 5 years. Kan bos? :P
Hope you can get your annual leave and the raise you've been hoping of. Stay as busy as a bee lah. Show them what you got. You can do it man. Once you get your raise, dont forget me! Your so called loyal servant. I'll give you my account number if you want xD
Well, that's all for tonight.
Working tomorrow. Weee~
- I am missing Stanely
- Another day off :]
Another day wasted at home. I am bored. Soooooo bored.
My whole morning was spent on watching tv and looking at mom playing with the lappy.
She looks like a kid learning how to use a new gadget. And so, my name was called every now and then to help her with it. She got frustrated just using it but she had no choice cz the desktop had no modem as it was malfunctioning and she desperately needed to online just to check her mails and chat with some unknown people in yahoo.
I dont know what happened to the modem, but I wish that dad will bring it back home soon. As I am suffering for not having the chance to touch my lappy the whole morning :P
I went to bed for a while and woke up. Went to mom's room and finally, i get to play with it. I miss you lappy~
Well, mom was sittin beside me on the bed, and so, I had to open a website that both of us can actually relate to.
"Youtube". Well that's the best choice. The only choice, I must say.
We watched this KFC Group - Sacred Heart Cathedral carolers. KFC does not stands for Kentucky Fried Chicken here. It stands for Kadazan Filipino Chinese Group. Yes, the carolers were all from different races. Kadazan, Filipino and Chinese. My mom's included. Well I'm not cz I was goin to work as Santarina. My 1st job xD
Most of the members in the group were philipinos, and the males were mostly chinese. Kadazans, not much lah.
But they were friendly people. Their comments on me when they saw me was... it is strictly forbidden for me to say it or type it on public. I might as well just keep it to myself as it is an embarassment for me xD
Anyways, the videos that mom and I were watching in youtube was the ones that they sang in our house last 19th of December. Mom was in too. I was the suck-ish videographer. But then again, I enjoyed every moment of it. Although I slept earlier that night cz I have to go to work the next day, and they were all partying till 4 in the morning. Awesome people I tell ya. Not to mention, drunkers too :D
Anyways, that was what I did the whole time in mom's room. Watching philipinos videos. Even the shows in philipines. Funny I tell you. When oh when can I visit that country. Soon I hope :)
Stan texted me. Today's saturday. They always get their phones back on weekends.
That's the only time I can chat with Stan. We even talked on the phone for almost 2 hours or les,s last weekend.
I miss talking to him. We talked bout a bunch of stuffs. Mostly bout school. What silly stuffs we did last time. All those laughing just had to stay for 2 hours and less, and then it's gone, again.
When we both text, all we text is about the problems that we're facing in life.
We used to just talk bout it face to face in class cz we're sitting beside each other. Now that he's in PLKN in Melaka, the only way we can communicate is through our phones.
I remembered the day when we both realised that we're the only boy and girl sitting together. The others were partner-ed as same genders. Boys boys, girls girls. We're the most out-standing one. Boy Girl. HAHA. Well, not that anybody realised it. I think. We even called ourselves "Couple Senasib". As we both are facing tonnes of problems that never actually stopped bothering us. Family, Friends, School, Love life, Unsatisfactions regarding to our Physical Appearances. We tend to get that a lot. Never a day will laughter be gone from us. Him and his sense of humours. The way he laughs can actually spread like a disease or sumtin. We always laugh when it's in Biology class and Account class. Those who doesnt take Accounts stays in class, and there will be a teacher who will actually "GUARD" us.
Yes, GUARD is the right word for it. I hated it when it comes to Accounts. There's no freedom to even talk. That teacher never smiles and treated us like we're kindergarden kids. I remembered when Aubrey took a candid picture of her and then kedapatan. Not gonna type what she said to him. I am laughing like crazy now.
And I remembered when she hit Aubrey with a book. Wth was that for?? Poor Aubrey. I was shocked though when that happened. But it all ended with laughters when she stepped out of the class.
Ahh~ Highschool. Missing it so much already.
Anyways, I am quite sad that I wont be seeing Stan for another 3 months. Add them all up, it's almost half year. 6 friggin months man. Cant wait till it's June. Remember when we promised to go out, hit the cinema, shoppin, eat your favourite tom yam in Secret Recipe. All those can be done, only after I came back from my course. We're gonna celebrate our birthdays everyday! :D
As for Aubrey, I'm gonna miss you, you annoying lil bro. Good luck in bowling. Do go and practise more k. Remember to bend your knees and make sure your body posture is right. I am not here to remind you of it as I am goin to KL soon. Maybe you can try and record yourself while you bowl. That'll help. Coach K does that to us too right. For us to see our mistakes. I miss his yelling and sarcastic comments already xD
James, my best k-di/Godbrother. Good luck with your dreamgirl yea. I am always a phonecall/text/fb away. Just drop me a msg or wall post if you need my help in translating words. That's what you always need me for nowadays :P
Gene, my ngong-est brother. I will not forget you lah for Pete's sake. I am always here. Do update me with whatever you're doing in life, and yes, your love life too! :]
Jas and Yee Thing, stay pretty always. And both of you, please step out of the world of innocence. Drive safe chicas! :P
I am typing as if I'm leaving Sabah forever. Which I'm not xD
I know 3 months is not that long, compared to 5 years. Kan bos? :P
Hope you can get your annual leave and the raise you've been hoping of. Stay as busy as a bee lah. Show them what you got. You can do it man. Once you get your raise, dont forget me! Your so called loyal servant. I'll give you my account number if you want xD
Well, that's all for tonight.
Working tomorrow. Weee~
Deff-ness :]
Highlight(s) for the day:
- Fever. Again.
- Ear aches, tears flowing.
- Dr. Amrik Singh
Ah well. Highlights says it all. I am sic k, again. Thank God Kev told me to rest today, or else, I would've just collapse in 1B while distributing sweets.
When I woke up, I am fine, I guess. Besides being dizzy, I'm practically fine.
After an hour, went to bed and few moments later, I'm having cold sweats all over me. I am cold, but when I touched myself, it's as if I touched a kettle with water boiling up to 100degree celcius. Ok, I'm being a bit dramatical here. But you get the point right. I'm boiling hot.
Took panadol and tried to get a good sleep. Guess what, I CANT SLEEP. My friggin eyes wont shut and my left ear aches. Kept on rollin left and right on the bed. Reminds me of the Bollywood movies. Couples rollin down a mountain while singing love songs. Why dont they ever get hurt doing that, I've no idea~ It gets funny at times, and romantic as well. Ok, I'm talking crap now.
Anyways, after rolling on the bed while suffering from ear aches, jumped off the bed and went to mom's room wit my blanky wrapping me. She asked me a few times whether I wanna go to the doc, and I hesitated the 1st few times. Last last, terpaksa also go cz I cant stand the pain no more.
She changed and I just grabbed my sweater cz I feel so cold as if it's winter here in Sabah.
We arrived at the clinic and there's this cute lil girl, maybe she's 1 or 2 year old. Dressed in pink. Nearly bumped her when I opened the door but her bro which is around 5 or 6 grabbed her. What a protective bro. He was holding her back the whole time when she's being wild in the clinic. I wished I had a brother. Biological ones I mean. But that's imposibble now that I am borned. The one and only child.
Anyways, the girl was soo cute, I feel like hugging her :D
After sittin outside for few minutes, my name was called and it was my turn.
Opened the door with the sign "Dr. Amrik Singh" and went in. Mom came along.
Dr asked me what happened and I told him "fever and my ear aches".
He asked me whether my throat was ok and I said yea.
He took sumtin like a black band aid and placed it on my forehead.
After that, he took a torchlight and said "say Aaaa~".
Then he took this, I dont know what it's called and checked my aching left ear.
He sighed and said "bad".
He told my mom that I had middle ear infection.
It went from my throat to ear.
The membrane in my ear was scratched.
If the membrane bursts, it would leave a hole in my middle ear and that will lead to hearing problem.
After saying that, he said he had to treat me aggresively. Whatever that means.
He injected me on my back and I had to go back to the clinic after 5 days.
*sigh*
I dont wanna be deff in such young age.
Of all the times. Why now. I hope things wont get critical :]
- Fever. Again.
- Ear aches, tears flowing.
- Dr. Amrik Singh
Ah well. Highlights says it all. I am sic k, again. Thank God Kev told me to rest today, or else, I would've just collapse in 1B while distributing sweets.
When I woke up, I am fine, I guess. Besides being dizzy, I'm practically fine.
After an hour, went to bed and few moments later, I'm having cold sweats all over me. I am cold, but when I touched myself, it's as if I touched a kettle with water boiling up to 100degree celcius. Ok, I'm being a bit dramatical here. But you get the point right. I'm boiling hot.
Took panadol and tried to get a good sleep. Guess what, I CANT SLEEP. My friggin eyes wont shut and my left ear aches. Kept on rollin left and right on the bed. Reminds me of the Bollywood movies. Couples rollin down a mountain while singing love songs. Why dont they ever get hurt doing that, I've no idea~ It gets funny at times, and romantic as well. Ok, I'm talking crap now.
Anyways, after rolling on the bed while suffering from ear aches, jumped off the bed and went to mom's room wit my blanky wrapping me. She asked me a few times whether I wanna go to the doc, and I hesitated the 1st few times. Last last, terpaksa also go cz I cant stand the pain no more.
She changed and I just grabbed my sweater cz I feel so cold as if it's winter here in Sabah.
We arrived at the clinic and there's this cute lil girl, maybe she's 1 or 2 year old. Dressed in pink. Nearly bumped her when I opened the door but her bro which is around 5 or 6 grabbed her. What a protective bro. He was holding her back the whole time when she's being wild in the clinic. I wished I had a brother. Biological ones I mean. But that's imposibble now that I am borned. The one and only child.
Anyways, the girl was soo cute, I feel like hugging her :D
After sittin outside for few minutes, my name was called and it was my turn.
Opened the door with the sign "Dr. Amrik Singh" and went in. Mom came along.
Dr asked me what happened and I told him "fever and my ear aches".
He asked me whether my throat was ok and I said yea.
He took sumtin like a black band aid and placed it on my forehead.
After that, he took a torchlight and said "say Aaaa~".
Then he took this, I dont know what it's called and checked my aching left ear.
He sighed and said "bad".
He told my mom that I had middle ear infection.
It went from my throat to ear.
The membrane in my ear was scratched.
If the membrane bursts, it would leave a hole in my middle ear and that will lead to hearing problem.
After saying that, he said he had to treat me aggresively. Whatever that means.
He injected me on my back and I had to go back to the clinic after 5 days.
*sigh*
I dont wanna be deff in such young age.
Of all the times. Why now. I hope things wont get critical :]
Fever :]
Highlight(s) for the day:
- Fever
- Party
Just got back home from Aunty Leony's house. It was her birthday. Happy Birthday Aunty :]
Anyways, it was fun looking at adults doin silly acts. Including my mom.
Yes my beloved mom. She got wild, which is normal. I grew up watching her and her friends being wild in parties.
Earlier today, fever striked. Suffering~
It's been a while since I got sick. And fever made me so weak and it affected my eyesight as well.
Went out of my room around 11.30am and I walk like a drunken girl seeking for med.
Searched in the tupperware full of meds, gastric, berak-berak, kahit.... I found "fever", but it was empty.
So I went out of my parents room and checked in every cabinets in the kitchen, hoping to find Panadol. None.
Called mom and asked her where did she put the panadol, and she said ask from Aunty.
So yea. I have to walk to the back of the house which seems like million miles away from me as I am feeling weak from head to toe.
Even standing still is hard for me. Few moments later, she gave me Panadol.
Went to bed after consuming it and I slept til 1.30pm. Feeling much more better already :]
After taking my lunch, went to bed again and woke up around 6. Or was it before 6. I dont know.
Went on9 right after I woke up. Lappy's not that far away from me. So yea :P
I am so dang bored lah now. Not working later oh, my bos, Kev, insisted that I should get a good rest.
Suit urself then. Haha. There goes another day of boredom.
Live the dream you've dreamt of - Lucky.Santangela.Catherine.James.Yong :]
- Fever
- Party
Just got back home from Aunty Leony's house. It was her birthday. Happy Birthday Aunty :]
Anyways, it was fun looking at adults doin silly acts. Including my mom.
Yes my beloved mom. She got wild, which is normal. I grew up watching her and her friends being wild in parties.
Earlier today, fever striked. Suffering~
It's been a while since I got sick. And fever made me so weak and it affected my eyesight as well.
Went out of my room around 11.30am and I walk like a drunken girl seeking for med.
Searched in the tupperware full of meds, gastric, berak-berak, kahit.... I found "fever", but it was empty.
So I went out of my parents room and checked in every cabinets in the kitchen, hoping to find Panadol. None.
Called mom and asked her where did she put the panadol, and she said ask from Aunty.
So yea. I have to walk to the back of the house which seems like million miles away from me as I am feeling weak from head to toe.
Even standing still is hard for me. Few moments later, she gave me Panadol.
Went to bed after consuming it and I slept til 1.30pm. Feeling much more better already :]
After taking my lunch, went to bed again and woke up around 6. Or was it before 6. I dont know.
Went on9 right after I woke up. Lappy's not that far away from me. So yea :P
I am so dang bored lah now. Not working later oh, my bos, Kev, insisted that I should get a good rest.
Suit urself then. Haha. There goes another day of boredom.
Live the dream you've dreamt of - Lucky.Santangela.Catherine.James.Yong :]
Mysterious-ness :]
Well Hello Blog. I am once again active starting from now. As today is my day off, I havent slept for the last 13 hours.
I am bored. Very.
Well well. My bos, Edmund, just kept on asking me why I'm such a reserved person when it comes to public or talking. I remember him asking me whether I have a stage fright or sumtin. Well yes I do, although I did sang in front of a big crowd on the stage for KKHS Night in our school hall. That was embarassing and yes, my hands were shivering that I can feel cold sweats in my palms that night.
He did said that I have this Jekyll and Hyde personality earlier today. I gotta admit that, I strongly agree with you on that. Yes, I am Dr.Jekyll when it comes to chatting or texting, but say hello to Mr.Hyde when you're seeing me face to face :]
I am a quiet person. Need I remind you of it? Well it's obvious isnt it. I dont talk much cz I cant think of anything to talk bout if you're not a close person to me. Reminds me of Stan, Aubrey, Jas, Yee Thing, Kevin Vun. I guess in class, these were the people that I actually talk to, A LOT. The others were... well... we talked, when they have something to ask me bout bowling and I have something to ask them bout homeworks. Apart from that, I have my own world in class.
Well I do play along with Jason, Chan2, Jia Hui, Teo, Jonathan. Cz they're sitting behind me and beside me. Those rascals. I miss them already. I remembered when I was talking a lot and asked a lot of questions that Jason asked me this "What got in to you today? You're so high lah. Got boyfriend ady dis kan". Wth lah. It's once in a blue moon that I'll actually get high and you're not appreaciating my high-ness. What a waste :P
I tend to type a lot. Reminds me of my old blog(s) which I forgot the passwords and email adds to. I wrote tonnes of craps that can make your eyes bleed just reading it. Believe me. Some even got tired just reading it :D
I do hope that I can really socialize with people easily.
I grew up as a talkative kid and now, as I reached puberty, I got more into the silence part. Cant blame the puberty itself. Some things that happened in my past made me isolated myself from people. I rather live in my own world. I keep my head down most of the time rather than looking into people's eyes or faces. Accept for children.
I love children so much that when I go to a party with a lot of children, I actually make friends with them.
I am friends with all my mom's friends' offsprings. Only for like ages of 14 and below.
My mom was wondering why did I have such drastic change. But I dont think she'll figure out the reason(s).
There's a time in life where I reached the point when I think I should go for a psychiatrist. That period of time has made me suffered for a few months. Shredding tears everynight and cried till I fall asleep. It was tiring. Really tiring. I even texted a counselour. But when she asked me what the problem actually was, I stopped replying her, broke down and cried. You might think I'm a cry baby. But I cry in my own shadow of darkness. I never exploded and scolded someone so hard that I yelled at them, cz I prefer to cry than offending them with my words.
When I found out bout the bloody truth and what I've experienced. My life changed to 180 degrees.
I feel so empty. I questioned myself with stupid questions.
I can never accept the fact that my life before was just a fantasy.
It was like the scriptwriter deleted the old stories and decided to write a new one.
Everything has made me lose hope and I can never trust anybody else in life.
When it comes to feelings, it takes time for me to have faith in someone.
It's funny when people seek for your advices when they have problems.
But you yourself, cant even solve your own prob.
I tried to stay strong. Hide everything. Put on a mask and smile.
But how long can all these be kept in me without me erupting like a volcano?
That, is a question that I can never have an answer to.
Time, will decide :]
I am bored. Very.
Well well. My bos, Edmund, just kept on asking me why I'm such a reserved person when it comes to public or talking. I remember him asking me whether I have a stage fright or sumtin. Well yes I do, although I did sang in front of a big crowd on the stage for KKHS Night in our school hall. That was embarassing and yes, my hands were shivering that I can feel cold sweats in my palms that night.
He did said that I have this Jekyll and Hyde personality earlier today. I gotta admit that, I strongly agree with you on that. Yes, I am Dr.Jekyll when it comes to chatting or texting, but say hello to Mr.Hyde when you're seeing me face to face :]
I am a quiet person. Need I remind you of it? Well it's obvious isnt it. I dont talk much cz I cant think of anything to talk bout if you're not a close person to me. Reminds me of Stan, Aubrey, Jas, Yee Thing, Kevin Vun. I guess in class, these were the people that I actually talk to, A LOT. The others were... well... we talked, when they have something to ask me bout bowling and I have something to ask them bout homeworks. Apart from that, I have my own world in class.
Well I do play along with Jason, Chan2, Jia Hui, Teo, Jonathan. Cz they're sitting behind me and beside me. Those rascals. I miss them already. I remembered when I was talking a lot and asked a lot of questions that Jason asked me this "What got in to you today? You're so high lah. Got boyfriend ady dis kan". Wth lah. It's once in a blue moon that I'll actually get high and you're not appreaciating my high-ness. What a waste :P
I tend to type a lot. Reminds me of my old blog(s) which I forgot the passwords and email adds to. I wrote tonnes of craps that can make your eyes bleed just reading it. Believe me. Some even got tired just reading it :D
I do hope that I can really socialize with people easily.
I grew up as a talkative kid and now, as I reached puberty, I got more into the silence part. Cant blame the puberty itself. Some things that happened in my past made me isolated myself from people. I rather live in my own world. I keep my head down most of the time rather than looking into people's eyes or faces. Accept for children.
I love children so much that when I go to a party with a lot of children, I actually make friends with them.
I am friends with all my mom's friends' offsprings. Only for like ages of 14 and below.
My mom was wondering why did I have such drastic change. But I dont think she'll figure out the reason(s).
There's a time in life where I reached the point when I think I should go for a psychiatrist. That period of time has made me suffered for a few months. Shredding tears everynight and cried till I fall asleep. It was tiring. Really tiring. I even texted a counselour. But when she asked me what the problem actually was, I stopped replying her, broke down and cried. You might think I'm a cry baby. But I cry in my own shadow of darkness. I never exploded and scolded someone so hard that I yelled at them, cz I prefer to cry than offending them with my words.
When I found out bout the bloody truth and what I've experienced. My life changed to 180 degrees.
I feel so empty. I questioned myself with stupid questions.
I can never accept the fact that my life before was just a fantasy.
It was like the scriptwriter deleted the old stories and decided to write a new one.
Everything has made me lose hope and I can never trust anybody else in life.
When it comes to feelings, it takes time for me to have faith in someone.
It's funny when people seek for your advices when they have problems.
But you yourself, cant even solve your own prob.
I tried to stay strong. Hide everything. Put on a mask and smile.
But how long can all these be kept in me without me erupting like a volcano?
That, is a question that I can never have an answer to.
Time, will decide :]
Cheongsam Girl :]
17th Of February 2010 Sunny day
Highlight(s) for the day:
-Day off!
-Phone call woke me up. Dejavu.
Ahh~ Finally a day off after working for 4 days straight as cheongsam girl and not to mention, a platinum card promoter if our bos feels like torturing us and dont wanna let us go :D
CCEP "hired" me. This was for the Chinese New Year event. I agreed wit Kev for the job cz he said it's almost the same as last Christmas, distributing sweets to children and taking pictures. So "chai shen ye" popped into my mind, as last christmas, Santa was my partner. But it turns out that they dont have any "chai shen ye". Was wondering why for like a week, until I asked Kev for the reason why and he said "the outfit for chai shen ye is expensive". So sad lah man.
Anyways, it was fun working. Although the first two days, we were told to distribute flyers for 1Sulaman. They have this promotion price for the condominium. Suffering though. It's been a while since I stand/walk on heels for hours. I seldom wear heels, as sport shoes and slippers were my choices of footwear.
Saturday, 6th Feb 2010: On the first day of work, my partner was Yee Ling. A 19 year old girl. Her face looks familiar to me. So I thought she was from kkhs before. And I was wrong for that cz she said she was from SM Shan Tao. Well guess what, her face looks familiar to me cz I saw her in bowling alley with a group of Shan Tao girls who used to train with Mr.Lim, two years ago.
Sunday, 7th Feb 2010: On the second day of work, I have a different partner. She turns out to be Elizabeth Morris, 20 year old girl. My childhood friend. But we're not that close. Our mothers were close friends though. But now her mom is in KL. So yea, aunty calls my mom every now and then and they're gonna spend some time talking on the phone.
Saturday til Tuesday, 13th-16th Feb 2010: I thought that I only work on weekends, but nahh. Extra two days of working. My partner was the same person in these few days. Priscilla, Kev's Poli classmate. 20 year old. Never thought that she was a pure philipino. And the uncle who spoke tagalog with me when I was distributing sweets to children was her dad! :]
She's a friendly girl. We got along well. Gonna miss her though.
Well Im glad that I have good bosses. Richado, Kevin and Edmund. Richado's not around. So Kev and Edmund took care of us. Although the one who turns out to be torturing us the whole time was Edmund, I realized that we have to respect him cz he's under 1B, and 1B is CCEP's client. Client = bos.
Kev told us to screw him if we get the chance. I did my best to fulfill your wish Kev xD
I wonder who's gonna be my partner this Friday. 4 more days for me to work then Im off to KL next Saturday :D
Im gonna miss Sabah so much. 3 months in a new town. I am nervous enough already.
Highlight(s) for the day:
-Day off!
-Phone call woke me up. Dejavu.
Ahh~ Finally a day off after working for 4 days straight as cheongsam girl and not to mention, a platinum card promoter if our bos feels like torturing us and dont wanna let us go :D
CCEP "hired" me. This was for the Chinese New Year event. I agreed wit Kev for the job cz he said it's almost the same as last Christmas, distributing sweets to children and taking pictures. So "chai shen ye" popped into my mind, as last christmas, Santa was my partner. But it turns out that they dont have any "chai shen ye". Was wondering why for like a week, until I asked Kev for the reason why and he said "the outfit for chai shen ye is expensive". So sad lah man.
Anyways, it was fun working. Although the first two days, we were told to distribute flyers for 1Sulaman. They have this promotion price for the condominium. Suffering though. It's been a while since I stand/walk on heels for hours. I seldom wear heels, as sport shoes and slippers were my choices of footwear.
Saturday, 6th Feb 2010: On the first day of work, my partner was Yee Ling. A 19 year old girl. Her face looks familiar to me. So I thought she was from kkhs before. And I was wrong for that cz she said she was from SM Shan Tao. Well guess what, her face looks familiar to me cz I saw her in bowling alley with a group of Shan Tao girls who used to train with Mr.Lim, two years ago.
Sunday, 7th Feb 2010: On the second day of work, I have a different partner. She turns out to be Elizabeth Morris, 20 year old girl. My childhood friend. But we're not that close. Our mothers were close friends though. But now her mom is in KL. So yea, aunty calls my mom every now and then and they're gonna spend some time talking on the phone.
Saturday til Tuesday, 13th-16th Feb 2010: I thought that I only work on weekends, but nahh. Extra two days of working. My partner was the same person in these few days. Priscilla, Kev's Poli classmate. 20 year old. Never thought that she was a pure philipino. And the uncle who spoke tagalog with me when I was distributing sweets to children was her dad! :]
She's a friendly girl. We got along well. Gonna miss her though.
Well Im glad that I have good bosses. Richado, Kevin and Edmund. Richado's not around. So Kev and Edmund took care of us. Although the one who turns out to be torturing us the whole time was Edmund, I realized that we have to respect him cz he's under 1B, and 1B is CCEP's client. Client = bos.
Kev told us to screw him if we get the chance. I did my best to fulfill your wish Kev xD
I wonder who's gonna be my partner this Friday. 4 more days for me to work then Im off to KL next Saturday :D
Im gonna miss Sabah so much. 3 months in a new town. I am nervous enough already.
Blindfolded. Chapter 1 :]
A pair of blind-folded eyes were finally exposed to fresh air when a piece of cloth was removed after being stuck there for all these years.
All these years after she was tortured by agony. That piece of cloth was there to witness every little thing that happened to her. That piece of cloth became the pair of eyes for her. That piece of cloth wiped away her tears and tasted her bitter sadness. That piece of cloth was there when she felt miserably alone. That piece of cloth was there when she was angry to people she shouldnt be. That piece of cloth was there when she was being rude to her father and mother and perhaps, people around her.
That piece of cloth was attached to her the whole time, until one day, someone unattached it and that was when she sees the world, in a completely different angle. And realised that, that piece of clothing was called Anger Hatred. Funny when a piece of clothing turns out to be your feelings that blindfolded you all this while. And that was what happened to her.
It was one sunny day where Mr.Sun is hanging high up in the sky and taking over Mrs.Moon's job to light up our world. Clouds can be seen moving slowly as if the wind has a pair of mouth to blow them away and let us see the shy and clear blue sky that was hiding behind the clouds. Birds chirping, flapping their wings, singing their melody of whistling. Butterflies can be found resting on flowers with their beautiful colourful pair of wings that attracts children in the park to observe them with innocent looks on their faces. Wanted to go near but was afraid as if those butterflies will hurt them. Taking one or two steps behind when they pulled their small hands away after trying to reach for one of the butterfly that was seen resting on a rubbish bin beside a park bench. Children were circling the rubbish bin with their eyes on that one lil butterfly. Afraid of losing it. Mothers were chit chatting nearby with towels on their neck, little beads of sweat were spotted on their foreheads showing how hot of a day it was. A weather children loved so much because they can have fun at the park without mothers saying No Playing At the Park Because it's Raining.
It was a peaceful day at the park that was situated in the middle of a neighbourhood. A neighbourhood where everyone knows each other and live like a big family. But a peaceful day came to an end when she was screaming and yelling in pain with all her heart. Some of the adults that was working out in the park was shocked with the scream and tried to locate where the woman's voice came from. They approached the voice and found out that it was Sally who did the screaming. Wearing a duster, she was found lying on the garage floor with white fluids on the floor. Crying and sweating. Hairs untied and her fringe was all wet. Both hands on her watermelon-like stomach. Few woman ran to her and calmed her down. Mr.Docente, an Italian guy, in his 40's, 6 foot 2 tall, black hair and having signs, starting to become bold, tanned wrinkly skinned, immediately reached for his cellphone and called for the ambulance.
Holding Mrs.Soledad's hand so tightly in pain that made her hand red as Sally was placed on a stretcher and was rushed to the emergency room. Mr.Docente, one of the closest person to Sally's family was sitting outside, trying to call Sally's husband, Hephaiston Collins. Almost 30 phonecalls were made but it was useless, as Hephaiston's phone was out of reach. Hephaiston is a successful businessman selling American Ginseng that can be found wildly in the forests of North America. This had made him busy as he has to fly back and forth from New Mexico. They livc in a city in New Mexico, Santa Fe with the population of 72,056 people. With so many phonecalls that was done by Mr.Docente, he left Hephaiston a voicemail instead, telling him that his wife was submitted in Christus St. Vincent Regional Medical Center, hoping he'll take the first flight home after he listened to the voicemail.
Bright light was shining so brightly but all Sally can think of was the pain she's feeling. As if her stomach was gonna blow and the green veins on her head was getting obvious. She never stopped crying and was holding the nurse's hand so tightly after Mrs.Soledad was forbidden from coming into the room as she wasnt one of Sally's family members. Sally's pain can be seen from her face as she tried her very best to push the baby out of her womb. 8 hours of screaming, crying, sweating, hurting and exhausted, finally, that last push gave her a sigh of relief for one second. Silence.
Doctors and nurses was stunt and smiled. Their smiles cant be seen with facemasks on them, but their narrowed cheerfully eyes shows it all. A cry broke the silence and everyone in the room were happy as a soul is borned today. 1 was added to the population list of Santa Fe, making it 72,057.
A nurse came near to Sally and showed her, her baby, and it was a baby girl. Sally took her baby and smiled with tears of joy rolling down her cheek, and kissed her baby on the forehead. Looking at her baby deeply, smiling the whole time. And she said "Anastasia". She named her Anastasia. Hoping that she will rise again everytime she falls in the future. That was the meaning of her baby girl's name. One who shall rise again.
She looked at the nurse who took her baby to her, and somehow, the nurse leaned down, as if she can read Sally's eyes. Sally whispered to her and told her to give her baby to Mr.Docente and that Mr.Docente knows what he should give the baby girl. With the last word of "thanks", she kissed her baby once again and closed her eyes. Permenantly. The room that was filled with laughter because of the success of the borned baby, turns to an atmosphere of sadness when they realised that she was gone, forever. The population was once again, back to 72,056.
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